what the hell?
so i realize i have been extremely depressed in the past week.
i attribute it to whippets and prescription back relaxers.
just because i have been depressed does not mean what i have said to everyone does not still ring true.
i dont like gay people anymore and overall, im just annoyed by them. i have reasonable backing to hate the people i hate for my own reasons.
the main reason being that the gay community here is full of lies and deceptions, annoying people, backstabbing and just in general, meanness.
i decided to give all the meanness right back in their faces last weekend.
there are still a few people i will talk to and am okay with.
there are others i never want to see again.
i do not mean to harass anyone to a degree higher than i have been harassed by all of these gay people. i am done talking to the gay people i am not talking to anymore meaning i do not stalk people online and im them from random screen names. i have college apps to do and things like that. way too busy.
in general my life has been shitty over the past week. i am extremely upset and everyone can tell im just not myself. i dont know exactly what is causing it, but whatever.
in other news, my doctor called to tell me i have scoliosis, or curviture of the spine. which does not make me spineless, it just means that the spine i have is crooked. hmmmm.
my parents are leaving town tomorrow which should be nice to have a break from them, although i love them.
homecoming is saturday. ive never been more excited in my life.
i attribute it to whippets and prescription back relaxers.
just because i have been depressed does not mean what i have said to everyone does not still ring true.
i dont like gay people anymore and overall, im just annoyed by them. i have reasonable backing to hate the people i hate for my own reasons.
the main reason being that the gay community here is full of lies and deceptions, annoying people, backstabbing and just in general, meanness.
i decided to give all the meanness right back in their faces last weekend.
there are still a few people i will talk to and am okay with.
there are others i never want to see again.
i do not mean to harass anyone to a degree higher than i have been harassed by all of these gay people. i am done talking to the gay people i am not talking to anymore meaning i do not stalk people online and im them from random screen names. i have college apps to do and things like that. way too busy.
in general my life has been shitty over the past week. i am extremely upset and everyone can tell im just not myself. i dont know exactly what is causing it, but whatever.
in other news, my doctor called to tell me i have scoliosis, or curviture of the spine. which does not make me spineless, it just means that the spine i have is crooked. hmmmm.
my parents are leaving town tomorrow which should be nice to have a break from them, although i love them.
homecoming is saturday. ive never been more excited in my life.