days like today....
are pretty shitty.
i did well on the smoking thing today. but its hard.
my dad told me how much money id be saving now that i dont smoke. in reality, im spending a ton more money. it used to be $4.31 every one and a half days. now i spent nearly twice that amount today on food. so im def. spending a ton of money cuz im hungry as a mother fucker. oh well.
i only had two cigarettes + 3 puffs of one. so im doing good. tomorrow's goal is two.
weekends, i still have to see. i still wanna have fun on th weekends, so i may save smoking as a weekend activity.
i just need to buy more of those cartier lights. those were fucking amazing, till my mom shredded one and a half packs before my eyes.
tibbies was good. cept, ashley wasnt there. alix is going to poland for like the whole summer minus august and jesse drove her car to school today.
i love sophomores who think theyre cool cuz they drive out to lunch. phhhh. youre only cool if a junior takes you out. duh. sup cathi and lauren!
i also love juniors who think theyre cool because they think theyre cool in their live journal. phhhhhh.
elections were today. i hope for the best. as always. i think i had a lot of support, well see tomorrow.
thats it. im at the library which sucks.
i have a bad feeling about not seeing marc for a while. tho, i knew i wouldnt see him when he went to europe. i have a bad feeling about that. if he could, i know hed return all the calls. supposedly, he's not so disguisted with me that he wont talk to me. siiiiiiigh.
call me. it would make me feel, as my favorite bitch j.v. valentine says, "popular"
heh. bye.
i did well on the smoking thing today. but its hard.
my dad told me how much money id be saving now that i dont smoke. in reality, im spending a ton more money. it used to be $4.31 every one and a half days. now i spent nearly twice that amount today on food. so im def. spending a ton of money cuz im hungry as a mother fucker. oh well.
i only had two cigarettes + 3 puffs of one. so im doing good. tomorrow's goal is two.
weekends, i still have to see. i still wanna have fun on th weekends, so i may save smoking as a weekend activity.
i just need to buy more of those cartier lights. those were fucking amazing, till my mom shredded one and a half packs before my eyes.
tibbies was good. cept, ashley wasnt there. alix is going to poland for like the whole summer minus august and jesse drove her car to school today.
i love sophomores who think theyre cool cuz they drive out to lunch. phhhh. youre only cool if a junior takes you out. duh. sup cathi and lauren!
i also love juniors who think theyre cool because they think theyre cool in their live journal. phhhhhh.
elections were today. i hope for the best. as always. i think i had a lot of support, well see tomorrow.
thats it. im at the library which sucks.
i have a bad feeling about not seeing marc for a while. tho, i knew i wouldnt see him when he went to europe. i have a bad feeling about that. if he could, i know hed return all the calls. supposedly, he's not so disguisted with me that he wont talk to me. siiiiiiigh.
call me. it would make me feel, as my favorite bitch j.v. valentine says, "popular"
heh. bye.