ladadeedada
so yah.
last night was fun. really fun. im glad i got to hang out with lauren even though im grounded cuz, well,shes leaving all summer and i wont get a chance to see her. tho, shes coming back on my birthday (july 22nd folks) and my birthday present is i get to videotape something. lol.
im not sure how i feel about that. just kidding.
so i picked lauren up and we went to kindap carolyn. i want so sure about that. she told lauren she was busy. we went over and i threw a water bottle at her window....repeadetly. she frowned down at me. she came to the door and told us she had to babysit her mom, which was a load of crap cuz her mom yelled down and told her that she never said that carolyn couldnt go out. whatever. lauren and i just sat in the car and laughed. we went to ems at the mall and shopped. my mom told me that i could buy a lot, cuz.... well. but i didnt see anything that i wanted. you know when youre poor you want everything, but when you have money to spend you cant find anything? that pisses me off.
in the morning i worked at the new teknicolors location in farmington hills which was fun, i helped kevin, my dad's general manager for the teknicolors chain, build shelves. we got a lot done tho i did whack myself in the head with a power drill. which hurt. gay men should not be allowed to operate power tools. well, cept that power tool. were good at that. but it was fun, the new store is so cool. its like this rusty color and everythings so pretty. it is the look of teknicolors to come. my dad's goal is to open a new store every six months. we'll see how that plays out, tho i suspect its gonna be more like one a year cuz they would have already needed to start on the next one. thats a lot of work tho. but its all good if i have 15 paint stores when my dad retires.
the reason i get excited about teknicolors is cuz its my life and my future. siiiiigh.
yah, so carolyn was in a pissy mood. i dont know what was up with her but it made me mad. i went to drop off my parent's carryout at the house and she threw all my cigarettes into the cargo net in the backseat, esentially crinkling them all. ugh, i hate crinkly cigarettes. yah. i mean, if shes gonna do that, thats just a waste of my money cuz ill just buy more. i can understand why it bothers her that i smoke seeing that her grandma is dying of lung cancer, but come on. my grandma just dropped dead. well all just drop dead someday. please leave me alone.
i dont smoke to be socially accepted anymore carolyn.
and it pissed me off how she kept talking about how much she looooooooves smoking pot and shit. thats so stupid. pots bad for you too. it ruined my ex-boyfriend. i know what it does to you. it doesnt bother me that she smokes pot. shes allowed, and i wont judge it for her. but she yells at me for smoking cigarettes because supposedly i do it "to be cool," and yet thats the same reason why she smokes pot. she doesnt even smoke that much. it makes me mad because its hypocritical of her. not because she smokes pot. i dont judge people like that. you can do crack if you want to. i know its not good or you, but im not gonna tell you that youre gonna die.
ladadeedada, then we met up with marc at java and we hung out. marcs fun..... and warm. i bought the new white stripes cd because "i wouldnt regret it," but i am already regretting it.
we went to the fair and i watched them ride the ride. i dont do fair rides because my cousins mikey and joey were on the screamer in california, were getting out and the ride started, leaving them to fall 10 feet in the air. i dont trust that. not when my 10 year old cousin was in a coma for weeks and my 14 year old cousin is suffering from emotional damage. i dont do it sorry.
then lauren and i went to greg's house and we watched the national spelling bee. actually, i watched it. damn those 8 year olds are smart. they must go to fucking country day or read the dictionary a lot. lol.
actually, i watched the spelling bee and lauren and greg watched eachother right next to me. yah. i hate people in love. i miss kissing and fooling around, ya know? actually greg is so hott i wish he was mine. mwhahhahaha. but he and lauren are made for eachother and it makes me happy. what makes me sad is that greg's mother is a dildo. he should pull a james on her and live with his dad.
then we drove around more. ran out of gas. that was fun.
dropped lauren off, met matt at blockbuster. but marc came to see what matt looked like with glasses on. i like matt. duh. it sucks im in school until the 18th. i feel this deep connection with marc.
its really weird.
the three of us need a name or something. like the jew crew, only for gay people. like the fag crew. no. cock unlimited? no. well, we must come up with something.
went home and talked to people online. namely jake. he started to argue and i said stop. he left me a lovely water bottle with a condom on the top and everything that my dad discovered before i got home. it was considerate of him. he told me he was happy i liked matt, though i dont think he was being sincere. why?
he was nice, then mean, then nice, then he would ask me why i was being mean. oh well. i have to go to graduation now.
jack
ps
if anyone knows emily rosso, tell me her boyfriend does not drive a white gold freelander with tinted windows and a brush guard.... cuz that would ruin my life. that guy is so hott. i see him driving on woodward all the time.
last night was fun. really fun. im glad i got to hang out with lauren even though im grounded cuz, well,shes leaving all summer and i wont get a chance to see her. tho, shes coming back on my birthday (july 22nd folks) and my birthday present is i get to videotape something. lol.
im not sure how i feel about that. just kidding.
so i picked lauren up and we went to kindap carolyn. i want so sure about that. she told lauren she was busy. we went over and i threw a water bottle at her window....repeadetly. she frowned down at me. she came to the door and told us she had to babysit her mom, which was a load of crap cuz her mom yelled down and told her that she never said that carolyn couldnt go out. whatever. lauren and i just sat in the car and laughed. we went to ems at the mall and shopped. my mom told me that i could buy a lot, cuz.... well. but i didnt see anything that i wanted. you know when youre poor you want everything, but when you have money to spend you cant find anything? that pisses me off.
in the morning i worked at the new teknicolors location in farmington hills which was fun, i helped kevin, my dad's general manager for the teknicolors chain, build shelves. we got a lot done tho i did whack myself in the head with a power drill. which hurt. gay men should not be allowed to operate power tools. well, cept that power tool. were good at that. but it was fun, the new store is so cool. its like this rusty color and everythings so pretty. it is the look of teknicolors to come. my dad's goal is to open a new store every six months. we'll see how that plays out, tho i suspect its gonna be more like one a year cuz they would have already needed to start on the next one. thats a lot of work tho. but its all good if i have 15 paint stores when my dad retires.
the reason i get excited about teknicolors is cuz its my life and my future. siiiiigh.
yah, so carolyn was in a pissy mood. i dont know what was up with her but it made me mad. i went to drop off my parent's carryout at the house and she threw all my cigarettes into the cargo net in the backseat, esentially crinkling them all. ugh, i hate crinkly cigarettes. yah. i mean, if shes gonna do that, thats just a waste of my money cuz ill just buy more. i can understand why it bothers her that i smoke seeing that her grandma is dying of lung cancer, but come on. my grandma just dropped dead. well all just drop dead someday. please leave me alone.
i dont smoke to be socially accepted anymore carolyn.
and it pissed me off how she kept talking about how much she looooooooves smoking pot and shit. thats so stupid. pots bad for you too. it ruined my ex-boyfriend. i know what it does to you. it doesnt bother me that she smokes pot. shes allowed, and i wont judge it for her. but she yells at me for smoking cigarettes because supposedly i do it "to be cool," and yet thats the same reason why she smokes pot. she doesnt even smoke that much. it makes me mad because its hypocritical of her. not because she smokes pot. i dont judge people like that. you can do crack if you want to. i know its not good or you, but im not gonna tell you that youre gonna die.
ladadeedada, then we met up with marc at java and we hung out. marcs fun..... and warm. i bought the new white stripes cd because "i wouldnt regret it," but i am already regretting it.
we went to the fair and i watched them ride the ride. i dont do fair rides because my cousins mikey and joey were on the screamer in california, were getting out and the ride started, leaving them to fall 10 feet in the air. i dont trust that. not when my 10 year old cousin was in a coma for weeks and my 14 year old cousin is suffering from emotional damage. i dont do it sorry.
then lauren and i went to greg's house and we watched the national spelling bee. actually, i watched it. damn those 8 year olds are smart. they must go to fucking country day or read the dictionary a lot. lol.
actually, i watched the spelling bee and lauren and greg watched eachother right next to me. yah. i hate people in love. i miss kissing and fooling around, ya know? actually greg is so hott i wish he was mine. mwhahhahaha. but he and lauren are made for eachother and it makes me happy. what makes me sad is that greg's mother is a dildo. he should pull a james on her and live with his dad.
then we drove around more. ran out of gas. that was fun.
dropped lauren off, met matt at blockbuster. but marc came to see what matt looked like with glasses on. i like matt. duh. it sucks im in school until the 18th. i feel this deep connection with marc.
its really weird.
the three of us need a name or something. like the jew crew, only for gay people. like the fag crew. no. cock unlimited? no. well, we must come up with something.
went home and talked to people online. namely jake. he started to argue and i said stop. he left me a lovely water bottle with a condom on the top and everything that my dad discovered before i got home. it was considerate of him. he told me he was happy i liked matt, though i dont think he was being sincere. why?
he was nice, then mean, then nice, then he would ask me why i was being mean. oh well. i have to go to graduation now.
jack
ps
if anyone knows emily rosso, tell me her boyfriend does not drive a white gold freelander with tinted windows and a brush guard.... cuz that would ruin my life. that guy is so hott. i see him driving on woodward all the time.