Kiss me... kiss me... la la la la!
So I know it's been awhile since my last post with a real update in it so here it is today. :)
I've been having a real fun time doing stuff. School is starting to settle me in and I'm definately glad that I'm going through with it as I should be. It's a whole new world. I'm actually attending classes, not getting sick b/c of all the stress of other people that you'd think a b/f wouldn't be stressfull... But I'm really glad that i'm living with Ben, he makes me want to go to school and I know if I stayed by myself, I'd probably go nuts and end up taking on more WORK and less of going to class. I love you Ben! ^.^
Honestly though, things are going really well. I've been able to get up to Bangor a couple of times to see people, and I've been able to hang out with friends that I haven't seen in ages. IE: My friend from High School, Jim, came up to visit me for the weekend and we had a LOT of fun. Anime, hanging out and looking through old pics and wandering around the old port. Good times :)
I've been doing well though coming to terms with some things. Getting over other things. My dad came and surprized me on saturday after work. He came to take me to lunch and to drop off a bunch of stuff that Gram sent up with him. A bunch of Nanny's old jewlery and music boxes. Also my doll collection that Gram's been making for me since I was little. She travels the world over and picks up a doll from each country she goes to. I havn't dared to open any of it. The box of clothing, socks and slippers were fine, but I think that when i start seeing her stuff.... it's going to be the hardest. :( Then it will really be as if she's gone. At least right now, I can pretend that she's just in the nursing home still and I'm fine. Though having her watch... still kinda pains me. Not so much though. I hate tricking myself about it, but it's the only way to keep me from breaking down a lot. Even now....
Onto other topics.... This week will be full of fun... Midterms.. wooo yay.. My history midterm was rather laughable as posted before I know I did fine on the exam part but not so sure on the listening. I think I only got one right out of 5. Oh well. I'll do better on my Spanish test. Hopefully if it's like the one that he did before. It's going to have a lot of vocab on it.
Ben and I went out shopping the other day. it was a lot of fun. I got half of my refund money in so I was able to get stuff that I normally havn't been able to get in ages. Including going shopping at Hot Topic for some wonderful fairy t-shirts. :) I also got a wonderful gamer t-shirt with a bunch of dice on it.. d4, d6, d8, d10, d12, and a d20 and under it it says Choose your Weapon. :-D hehe i got it small so it actually looks like a baby doll tshirt. :) I love it! I also got some bath and body works soap and hair stuffs, and a sweater from Gap. :) hehe Then while shopping with Jim, I ended up getting my mommy the first season of Star Trek Deep Space 9 and myself the 4th season of Charmed. :) heheh YAY! I'm such a geek. I also got a top at Siempre Mas and a Skirt and then made myself one this morning! :-D I love being able to sew.
Dance is going great too... I'm so excited about my piece. It's coming together QUITE nicely. I have my first showing on Weds. I'm so scared! Well maybe not scared, but nervous. I actually have to have my work critiqued! I've got most of the first part of the group piece done out. I think there's 5 counts of 8 to done, and there's 9 total for the end. the solo's are pretty much good for each of them. I have a solo work out with them all tomorrow. And hopefully i get to meet my new dancer. If it doesn't work out with the new dancer, then I'll just omit the body bag idea.
Well there you all are. A great big HI! with a touch of update. :) and info of what's been going on in my life now.
Speaking of dance, did i mention i'm taking belly dance with Ben and the piano studio now? Friday nights on campus. it's a great time. :) I'm soo excited and happy about it. :)
Loves!
I've been having a real fun time doing stuff. School is starting to settle me in and I'm definately glad that I'm going through with it as I should be. It's a whole new world. I'm actually attending classes, not getting sick b/c of all the stress of other people that you'd think a b/f wouldn't be stressfull... But I'm really glad that i'm living with Ben, he makes me want to go to school and I know if I stayed by myself, I'd probably go nuts and end up taking on more WORK and less of going to class. I love you Ben! ^.^
Honestly though, things are going really well. I've been able to get up to Bangor a couple of times to see people, and I've been able to hang out with friends that I haven't seen in ages. IE: My friend from High School, Jim, came up to visit me for the weekend and we had a LOT of fun. Anime, hanging out and looking through old pics and wandering around the old port. Good times :)
I've been doing well though coming to terms with some things. Getting over other things. My dad came and surprized me on saturday after work. He came to take me to lunch and to drop off a bunch of stuff that Gram sent up with him. A bunch of Nanny's old jewlery and music boxes. Also my doll collection that Gram's been making for me since I was little. She travels the world over and picks up a doll from each country she goes to. I havn't dared to open any of it. The box of clothing, socks and slippers were fine, but I think that when i start seeing her stuff.... it's going to be the hardest. :( Then it will really be as if she's gone. At least right now, I can pretend that she's just in the nursing home still and I'm fine. Though having her watch... still kinda pains me. Not so much though. I hate tricking myself about it, but it's the only way to keep me from breaking down a lot. Even now....
Onto other topics.... This week will be full of fun... Midterms.. wooo yay.. My history midterm was rather laughable as posted before I know I did fine on the exam part but not so sure on the listening. I think I only got one right out of 5. Oh well. I'll do better on my Spanish test. Hopefully if it's like the one that he did before. It's going to have a lot of vocab on it.
Ben and I went out shopping the other day. it was a lot of fun. I got half of my refund money in so I was able to get stuff that I normally havn't been able to get in ages. Including going shopping at Hot Topic for some wonderful fairy t-shirts. :) I also got a wonderful gamer t-shirt with a bunch of dice on it.. d4, d6, d8, d10, d12, and a d20 and under it it says Choose your Weapon. :-D hehe i got it small so it actually looks like a baby doll tshirt. :) I love it! I also got some bath and body works soap and hair stuffs, and a sweater from Gap. :) hehe Then while shopping with Jim, I ended up getting my mommy the first season of Star Trek Deep Space 9 and myself the 4th season of Charmed. :) heheh YAY! I'm such a geek. I also got a top at Siempre Mas and a Skirt and then made myself one this morning! :-D I love being able to sew.
Dance is going great too... I'm so excited about my piece. It's coming together QUITE nicely. I have my first showing on Weds. I'm so scared! Well maybe not scared, but nervous. I actually have to have my work critiqued! I've got most of the first part of the group piece done out. I think there's 5 counts of 8 to done, and there's 9 total for the end. the solo's are pretty much good for each of them. I have a solo work out with them all tomorrow. And hopefully i get to meet my new dancer. If it doesn't work out with the new dancer, then I'll just omit the body bag idea.
Well there you all are. A great big HI! with a touch of update. :) and info of what's been going on in my life now.
Speaking of dance, did i mention i'm taking belly dance with Ben and the piano studio now? Friday nights on campus. it's a great time. :) I'm soo excited and happy about it. :)
Loves!