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Well... I guess venting doesn't truley make you feel better. How many times have I, or anyone for that matter, been told "just let it all out and you'll feel better"? Well, there is nothing more to say. Could that be the reason I feel like there's nothing more to feel. I hate this time of the year and it's bipolar emotions. First your excited for christmas and weeks off of school, but then you realize it's raining and cold, and you'll have homework and work and feel the same pretenses of stress that you would had it been a school week.
Oh well, it's almost the end of the semester, meaning half way there. I'm getting so anxious, yet nervous at the same time. I am excited to see where I get into. I already know I got accepted into SFSU, which is really exciting since Catherine got accepted there too and it's in San Francisco and close to home, but hopefully I get into a UC, preferably Davis.
I'm sick...I sound like a man. It's not my favorite thing lol.
My 18th birthday was on Saturday. It was such an amazing day. It started off kind of rough, but the rest of the day completely made up for it, ten fold even. My mom made me breakfast burritos and orange juice for breakfast. Then my family and Trevor came over at one and my mom had made me a confetti cake and I opened presents and hung out. Then I decided I wanted to pierce something and get some scratchers, so Trevor and I went to the Shell station and I bought 3 different scratchers and the first one I picked out won 2 dollars...one hundred percent profit since it was only a one dollar scratcher! ha! Then we went to Primal Decore and I got my nose pierced. Then Trevor and I got ready for dinner at the avalon, which my step dad paid for. We dressed up and I even wore heels. He made me feel so good about myself. Over dinner we had some really good conversations about me going to college and living arrangments when that time comes and just life in general; our past, present and future. After dinner walked down to the Cafe Waterfront and talked to his mom for awhile then went and picked up some christmas lights for his tree in his room. It was such an amazing night. I definitely am in love. =]
Oh well, it's almost the end of the semester, meaning half way there. I'm getting so anxious, yet nervous at the same time. I am excited to see where I get into. I already know I got accepted into SFSU, which is really exciting since Catherine got accepted there too and it's in San Francisco and close to home, but hopefully I get into a UC, preferably Davis.
I'm sick...I sound like a man. It's not my favorite thing lol.
My 18th birthday was on Saturday. It was such an amazing day. It started off kind of rough, but the rest of the day completely made up for it, ten fold even. My mom made me breakfast burritos and orange juice for breakfast. Then my family and Trevor came over at one and my mom had made me a confetti cake and I opened presents and hung out. Then I decided I wanted to pierce something and get some scratchers, so Trevor and I went to the Shell station and I bought 3 different scratchers and the first one I picked out won 2 dollars...one hundred percent profit since it was only a one dollar scratcher! ha! Then we went to Primal Decore and I got my nose pierced. Then Trevor and I got ready for dinner at the avalon, which my step dad paid for. We dressed up and I even wore heels. He made me feel so good about myself. Over dinner we had some really good conversations about me going to college and living arrangments when that time comes and just life in general; our past, present and future. After dinner walked down to the Cafe Waterfront and talked to his mom for awhile then went and picked up some christmas lights for his tree in his room. It was such an amazing night. I definitely am in love. =]