If i make it through today
I cant explain what its been like for me. Im not allowed to see or talk to anyone. Im like a prisoner.. I need out. One more time of her fucking bitching at me, Im out.
I want someone to be allowed to be here. No one is here so I cant talk to anyone. I need a hug.
I want to see Rob so bad.. I wish hed visit me at work or something so I could at least see him. But I guess that wont be likely. I dont want him to give up on me because of all this crap. I love being with him and I do love him. But this shit here, I dont know whats going to happen. I do know never want to loose him.
Besides worrying about that.. Im not allowed to see Aunt Natalie anymore... But I got a hug from her today, because she visited me at work. Ive missed her soo much! Its crazy how im not even allowed to stay at any of my aunts houses. Not even my Aunt Bevs house.
I know my grandma is old, But it gives her no right at all to chase me and threaten to hurt me. It gives no one a right to do that, or degrade me like she does...she actually told me to wear a bag on my head because Im ugly. Shes not my parent, I could see if she was my mom and my mom was dead or something, But no.. my mom is alive. My mom is my ONLY boss. and no one will tell me what to do, except my mom. I love my Mom. I dont love my Grandma.
Ughh I wish someone would understand what Im going through, I need help to get away from here.. Its unsafe and unhealthy with all this fighting and threats.. I cannot take it anymore. I need to get out. I need to move out. I already have my bags packed.
I want someone to be allowed to be here. No one is here so I cant talk to anyone. I need a hug.
I want to see Rob so bad.. I wish hed visit me at work or something so I could at least see him. But I guess that wont be likely. I dont want him to give up on me because of all this crap. I love being with him and I do love him. But this shit here, I dont know whats going to happen. I do know never want to loose him.
Besides worrying about that.. Im not allowed to see Aunt Natalie anymore... But I got a hug from her today, because she visited me at work. Ive missed her soo much! Its crazy how im not even allowed to stay at any of my aunts houses. Not even my Aunt Bevs house.
I know my grandma is old, But it gives her no right at all to chase me and threaten to hurt me. It gives no one a right to do that, or degrade me like she does...she actually told me to wear a bag on my head because Im ugly. Shes not my parent, I could see if she was my mom and my mom was dead or something, But no.. my mom is alive. My mom is my ONLY boss. and no one will tell me what to do, except my mom. I love my Mom. I dont love my Grandma.
Ughh I wish someone would understand what Im going through, I need help to get away from here.. Its unsafe and unhealthy with all this fighting and threats.. I cannot take it anymore. I need to get out. I need to move out. I already have my bags packed.