"I Wanna Lay With You Until I Cant Tell Your Body From Mine..."
Good God. It has been a hellacious past few weeks. I'm officially 18!!!! Yay for that! Had a bomb ass birthday party... got lotsa clothes, spent Sunday with Tracy (<3)... I'm on cloud nine.
But.
The Senior Christmas Dance was last night. So, everyone got ready over at Jamie's house, and we were drinking a bit. I can barely walk straight, so I decide to go with Daniel and Chase to drive around for a bit. Matt calls, and says that Aaron Auld just hit a guy with his car and killed him... so the dance got cancelled... yada yada yada. All in all, it sucked ass. It sucks that Aarons life is officially over now. That every aspiration he had, every dream, is shattered. All in one night. Ponca has been a crazy place. Those of you that dont live here, be thankful.
At the end of this month, Tracy is sending the girls back to Cali. I'm really upset. I've gotten close to them, and I love them so much... I've never really had to say goodbye to someone forever before. Especially when they are so young... they dont even know that they will never see us again. Its just sad that I let myself open up to them and let them into my heart, just for them to be torn away. Tracy and I debated over sending them back, or letting them stay. I will never forget my Kellee and my KC.
Having a big New Years party over at Jamies!!!!!! Wish all my out of state friends could come hang... we would have a blast.
Love you all.
Jacey
But.
The Senior Christmas Dance was last night. So, everyone got ready over at Jamie's house, and we were drinking a bit. I can barely walk straight, so I decide to go with Daniel and Chase to drive around for a bit. Matt calls, and says that Aaron Auld just hit a guy with his car and killed him... so the dance got cancelled... yada yada yada. All in all, it sucked ass. It sucks that Aarons life is officially over now. That every aspiration he had, every dream, is shattered. All in one night. Ponca has been a crazy place. Those of you that dont live here, be thankful.
At the end of this month, Tracy is sending the girls back to Cali. I'm really upset. I've gotten close to them, and I love them so much... I've never really had to say goodbye to someone forever before. Especially when they are so young... they dont even know that they will never see us again. Its just sad that I let myself open up to them and let them into my heart, just for them to be torn away. Tracy and I debated over sending them back, or letting them stay. I will never forget my Kellee and my KC.
Having a big New Years party over at Jamies!!!!!! Wish all my out of state friends could come hang... we would have a blast.
Love you all.
Jacey