Ah, to remember to update this thing. >.:.
It's been moths since I have, with any seriousness or longetivity, immersed myself in any otherkin-related forums, websites, or what not. I can't say why. During my long length of grounding before, I started talking to people on a more personal level, mostly through the use of messengers. I feel like I've missed so much... And it's hard to just take the plunge again and reimmerse myself with you all. And I guess that's mostly a fault of my own.
Things have been okay for me. Right now, I'm in a bit of a bad place, but I'm moving along. Lately, I've had so much to do and I'm being almost worn to the bone trying to do everything I "need" to do. I'm attending driving school, trying to do schoolwork, working my ass off at home cleaning my room and such, the usual. Oh, and not to mention that my stupid lazy self is failing two classes in school because I'm too lazy to motivate myself and do the fucking work.
Good things are happening too, don't get me wrong. I'm going steady with a long friend of mine, Kalasen. He was the first dragon that I ever actually knew personally, and now we're going out. It's funny how stuff works out that way. School, even though I'm failing, is fun. I've got good teachers and good classes this year. I'm enjoying my AP level courses - It fits my style of learning a lot better with it's lack of homework and weight on tests.
Wow... I just managed to fill up that much space with just how I've been... Now I remember why I used to do this so often.
In terms of self image, I've gotten better. I actively consider myself genderfluid or whatever you want to call it... Now if only I could get my body to sync with my mind gender better. :P
I hope all of you here are doing well, even though I haven't posted here for a while... I really do miss the ones of you that I don't talk to on messenger. *laughs* Wow, I just notcied how my typing speed has increased now that I have a laptop style keyboard again. It's weird to watch me type and watch as my fingers fly across the keyboard.
Anyway... I'm going to go for now, and hope that I remember to update soon.
Any questions? Comments?
Things have been okay for me. Right now, I'm in a bit of a bad place, but I'm moving along. Lately, I've had so much to do and I'm being almost worn to the bone trying to do everything I "need" to do. I'm attending driving school, trying to do schoolwork, working my ass off at home cleaning my room and such, the usual. Oh, and not to mention that my stupid lazy self is failing two classes in school because I'm too lazy to motivate myself and do the fucking work.
Good things are happening too, don't get me wrong. I'm going steady with a long friend of mine, Kalasen. He was the first dragon that I ever actually knew personally, and now we're going out. It's funny how stuff works out that way. School, even though I'm failing, is fun. I've got good teachers and good classes this year. I'm enjoying my AP level courses - It fits my style of learning a lot better with it's lack of homework and weight on tests.
Wow... I just managed to fill up that much space with just how I've been... Now I remember why I used to do this so often.
In terms of self image, I've gotten better. I actively consider myself genderfluid or whatever you want to call it... Now if only I could get my body to sync with my mind gender better. :P
I hope all of you here are doing well, even though I haven't posted here for a while... I really do miss the ones of you that I don't talk to on messenger. *laughs* Wow, I just notcied how my typing speed has increased now that I have a laptop style keyboard again. It's weird to watch me type and watch as my fingers fly across the keyboard.
Anyway... I'm going to go for now, and hope that I remember to update soon.
Any questions? Comments?