I just e-mailed
thisto my mom.
It describes me almost dead on.
Except for the nausea/trembling.
**EDIT**
My dear J.
Ever since we talked in Chicago, the thought has been running through
my mind as to whether you thought your shyness was so severe as to get
in the way of what and how you do things. I gather from this note that
you feel that it is. I think that there are ways we can tackle
this--and at the beginning of a new year, this is a great time to
start. Do you want to go shopping today (the other thing that seems to
need to be addressed--no pun--that I was thinking about earlier today)
and maybe also some lunch or coffee? Maybe we can figure out a plan of
attack.
love you, m