Book blurbs and tumor time?
To you who have the book...
and you know what book it is...
Da blurbs would be helpful if they where in before friday, the latest monday....
Please note what I am about to tell you dose not mean I can not handle work or doing things, do not treat me like I am sick and do not treat me like I cant do work or jobs... I need to keep active or I become unhappy.
On that note I might have to get another tumor dug out to the back of my skull, this prospect dose not make me happy at all. I do not have medical and I do not like all the bad things that can come of it. IE it could be fine they open the skin up, dig out the tumor sew me back together and I am not doing too much for a week and then fine... or this thing could be around a major nerve ending and then we play the game of hope we do not make me a lame duck by pulling the wrong bit out... or it ends up not being a fatty tumor but some sort of nasty cancer...
Its not fun and I am not happy about any of this. I am just getting a point where the hard work of 10+ years is just starting to pay off and I know I am not lucky so my fear is this thing ends up screwing me up and screwing up my work. I cant die or be made lame, if one of these two things happen then the work will not get done and whole lot of people will be screwed, also I will never get to see what they would get to do where the path made for them..
So ya thats whats going on.. I will keep the world updated , I am not in pain or anything I just can feel a lump back there right next to the dip from the last one they dug out of my skull so I will go to the DR in the next few weeks and find out whats up and go from there... I just pray to my dead grandparents that its not something that trips me up and leaves me lame or dead...
and you know what book it is...
Da blurbs would be helpful if they where in before friday, the latest monday....
Please note what I am about to tell you dose not mean I can not handle work or doing things, do not treat me like I am sick and do not treat me like I cant do work or jobs... I need to keep active or I become unhappy.
On that note I might have to get another tumor dug out to the back of my skull, this prospect dose not make me happy at all. I do not have medical and I do not like all the bad things that can come of it. IE it could be fine they open the skin up, dig out the tumor sew me back together and I am not doing too much for a week and then fine... or this thing could be around a major nerve ending and then we play the game of hope we do not make me a lame duck by pulling the wrong bit out... or it ends up not being a fatty tumor but some sort of nasty cancer...
Its not fun and I am not happy about any of this. I am just getting a point where the hard work of 10+ years is just starting to pay off and I know I am not lucky so my fear is this thing ends up screwing me up and screwing up my work. I cant die or be made lame, if one of these two things happen then the work will not get done and whole lot of people will be screwed, also I will never get to see what they would get to do where the path made for them..
So ya thats whats going on.. I will keep the world updated , I am not in pain or anything I just can feel a lump back there right next to the dip from the last one they dug out of my skull so I will go to the DR in the next few weeks and find out whats up and go from there... I just pray to my dead grandparents that its not something that trips me up and leaves me lame or dead...