Happiness
I am trying to figure out how to be happy. In the current... moment. Type of thing. Quit waiting and wanting and stuff. What can I do to just enjoy where I am at?
I need to quit worrying about how I'm not smart enough yet, and not this or that... and how I can't be happy until I am ok with me. But shit that's never going to happen. I'm never going to like myself. Not really. Nothing will ever be enough. But so fucking what. Why does it have to make me miserable? Why can't we just accept that none of us are perfect, and just live. Life is to live and enjoy... not a race to be best. Fuck it.
I need to quit worrying about how I'm not smart enough yet, and not this or that... and how I can't be happy until I am ok with me. But shit that's never going to happen. I'm never going to like myself. Not really. Nothing will ever be enough. But so fucking what. Why does it have to make me miserable? Why can't we just accept that none of us are perfect, and just live. Life is to live and enjoy... not a race to be best. Fuck it.