what is going on?
i absolutely have no idea what's going on... people are not acting normally or maybe it's just me... i have no idea why things changed all of a sudden. i don't like it... i really don't. i feel so distant to alot of people... i don't know where i'm supposed to position myself. argh.
this is what i'm feeling. maybe its the distance. maybe i'm just thinking about it too much. maybe i'm just freaking about a whole lot of nothing.
sometimes it's always a breath of fresh air when we talk... but suddenly it disappears...
yeah i know things happen beyond our control... but does it have to be always abrupt...
i know we're all busy... i can't put it into words anymore... yes... it's that overwhelming...
and bottom line? yes. i need the validation that our friendship exists...