yeah, funerals are fun
So i had to goto a funeral yesterday for a friend of the familys mom. I remember this lady would always cook pasta for me when i was at my friends house and she loved me. she would ask about me when my mom saw her from time to time. Man, that was hard as hell last night. Just to see the grief in peoples faces, i mean, it got me thinking about a bunch of shit with death and what not. like, how would my life change if somebody i know/knew closely died and how long it would affect me. So in regular ben fashion, i decided how long i would grieve for a person based on how well i knew the person and how it happened. For example, if something bad happened to anybody in my immediate family, young or old, i would probably out of commision for at least 4 months minimum. Friends by accident, 3-4 months. Friends who "helped themselves" to an early grave, probably for a day and thats it cause i have no pity, heart, or sympathy for that shit. For anybody else i know who i was sort of friends with, probably about a week.
I dont know, death pisses me off so much but i can understand why it happens and what not, but not when somebody 86's themselves. what kind of a pussy asshole would do such a thing to their friends and family. ahhh shit i'm tired, i need to take a nap for a little bit.
I dont know, death pisses me off so much but i can understand why it happens and what not, but not when somebody 86's themselves. what kind of a pussy asshole would do such a thing to their friends and family. ahhh shit i'm tired, i need to take a nap for a little bit.