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[jabeaubdoe]

im in love........ truely, deeply, madly in love with a beautiful girl that lives across the country. When i think of her i go crazy, I get scared, like almost a tight feeling in my stomache, it almost feels like i am going to throw up. She is the most.... beautiful thing that i have eVER seen. She is nice, kind, considerate, sweet, a great kisser, and wonderful girl with an amazing personality and she loves me too. When i wake up, i think of her, when i take a shower i think of her.. i no that she is still sleeping so i try to imagine her dreaming. i imagine how shes sleeping.. is she on her side? stomache? back? is she ok? is she haveing a good dream? is she warm? is she ok.. When im on the bus i think of her. When im in class i think of her, i try to imagine when she is going to wake up.. i try to time is juss right and tell her good morning. I wonder what she wearing and i wonder wat her hair looks like. But i cant ever see it because i am not near her. i go all day seeing people who i dont care seeing and the one person who i would die to seee

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