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so this morning wad i do.. i was sleepign teribly ewww when i heard the fone ring. i jumped outta my bed and lke ran to the fone.. i dont even no why. i mean i was half sleeping.. and like it was mandi . so i was like cool cool.. we talked for a while. then i ate, went to the gym and im currently at the library..
yesterday i went to the mall with mandi <3, randi and her bro and my bro. we all chilled there walked around and stuff.. they came to pick us up and it was so weird at first b.c my bro was in the car so like mandi and i were like sittin kinda like idk but not as we would have ben if he hadnt of ben there..hahah she was sayign all this stuff like o thats so gay i would NEVER do that haah i was dying.. but when we got to the mall mandi said she had sumthin 4 me. it was a present.. shes so beautiful.. and so i was like ok lol and she gave me this little yellow bag and in it was my FAVORITE perfume EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR omg i almost like passed out.. it was amazing. ESCADA ISLAND KISS.. omg amazing shizz.. expensive too i was like o damn.. its like 50 bucks :( i feel so bad. but o i loved it so yeah we went 2 the mall n joined the kids. we held hands n stuff and were close the whole tyme which i wasnt sure about b.c of my bro..(he doesnt no that i kiss girls, well he prob does, but i never told him)or w.e so we held hands and were close n stuff, i was like wat hte hell u no.. she looked so beautiful. she was wearing her converses, dickies pants and a button down shirt. shes gorgeous. im jealous. idk around her i feel so shy idk i feel like im not good enough for her. i mean shes beautiful. u no.. funny. smart, witty. cute, blah GRRRRRRRR why.. idk i wish she had greasy hair and mossy teeth.. it would b so much easier. so at like 5 we went back to randis car n such and like usually our "byes" take like 30 minutes, and im not kidding, filled with kissing, kissing and more kissing. BUT since the bro was thur , i was like well ok friend bye..but i couldnt help it, i gave her a kiss.. like 10 kisses and my bro was right there.. i dont no if he saw b.c i leaned in the car and she was in the car , but watever.. she left i was so sad. like august u no how like i am . when i like never stop talking, burp, pick my nose, make sounds. am loud w.e im notlike that ., wierd right.. idk im shy.. lol idk wierd i say .. but yeah so me n the bro were eating and i was like i miss mandi.. i was like so do u like mandi.. shes like yeah i approve. im like well.... umm.... u no that mandi kisses girls right? hes like yeah ... randi told me.. i was like o.. and thats it.. i wanted to b like well mandi and i kiss.. but i didnt.. idk .. i juss didnt. mayb i think that its not his business.. idk.. he has to no.. at the center the other night. mandi n i took a pic and we were holding hands and like its on my wall next to my bed along with her flowers.. and im sure my dad knows.. idk i mean i talk to mandi all the time.. tell her i miss her. .. he sees the flowers n everything.. wat does he think? ? i dont no. he always makes comments abotu my clothes n stuff.. like "those arent very femmine" "nice shirts" im like thanks,, i try ,, ew w,e
yesterday i went to the mall with mandi <3, randi and her bro and my bro. we all chilled there walked around and stuff.. they came to pick us up and it was so weird at first b.c my bro was in the car so like mandi and i were like sittin kinda like idk but not as we would have ben if he hadnt of ben there..hahah she was sayign all this stuff like o thats so gay i would NEVER do that haah i was dying.. but when we got to the mall mandi said she had sumthin 4 me. it was a present.. shes so beautiful.. and so i was like ok lol and she gave me this little yellow bag and in it was my FAVORITE perfume EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR omg i almost like passed out.. it was amazing. ESCADA ISLAND KISS.. omg amazing shizz.. expensive too i was like o damn.. its like 50 bucks :( i feel so bad. but o i loved it so yeah we went 2 the mall n joined the kids. we held hands n stuff and were close the whole tyme which i wasnt sure about b.c of my bro..(he doesnt no that i kiss girls, well he prob does, but i never told him)or w.e so we held hands and were close n stuff, i was like wat hte hell u no.. she looked so beautiful. she was wearing her converses, dickies pants and a button down shirt. shes gorgeous. im jealous. idk around her i feel so shy idk i feel like im not good enough for her. i mean shes beautiful. u no.. funny. smart, witty. cute, blah GRRRRRRRR why.. idk i wish she had greasy hair and mossy teeth.. it would b so much easier. so at like 5 we went back to randis car n such and like usually our "byes" take like 30 minutes, and im not kidding, filled with kissing, kissing and more kissing. BUT since the bro was thur , i was like well ok friend bye..but i couldnt help it, i gave her a kiss.. like 10 kisses and my bro was right there.. i dont no if he saw b.c i leaned in the car and she was in the car , but watever.. she left i was so sad. like august u no how like i am . when i like never stop talking, burp, pick my nose, make sounds. am loud w.e im notlike that ., wierd right.. idk im shy.. lol idk wierd i say .. but yeah so me n the bro were eating and i was like i miss mandi.. i was like so do u like mandi.. shes like yeah i approve. im like well.... umm.... u no that mandi kisses girls right? hes like yeah ... randi told me.. i was like o.. and thats it.. i wanted to b like well mandi and i kiss.. but i didnt.. idk .. i juss didnt. mayb i think that its not his business.. idk.. he has to no.. at the center the other night. mandi n i took a pic and we were holding hands and like its on my wall next to my bed along with her flowers.. and im sure my dad knows.. idk i mean i talk to mandi all the time.. tell her i miss her. .. he sees the flowers n everything.. wat does he think? ? i dont no. he always makes comments abotu my clothes n stuff.. like "those arent very femmine" "nice shirts" im like thanks,, i try ,, ew w,e