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i think its safe to say that her mind will destroy her...maybe it wasn't her i was dating...it was just her brains...i think her mind had a character of itself...i think i liked that "mind character" better...under it all i hated the real person...well i do now...which i feel no regret for saying by the way....something about a person dating me because they pity me just really gets under my skin...thats more disrespecting then hurting..i love karma...i love having it brought down on me and i love seeing it brought down on others...i still havn't figured myself out yet...i am at a stand still point once again...but im happy with not understanding myself...it helps me understand others better...and that brings more knowledge of the world