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Lord....I really don't know how I get myself into the things I do.
I have one frienddhip on rocky ground that I am despritly trying to save, adn I have to put another one on the line in a way that has become all to familiar to me. I know what I need to do, I just hate having to. I need to stop putting other peoples emotions before mine and letting those emotions drive me mad with guilt and self-regret.
Thgngs will work out...I know they will...I just need to finaly eb willing to put my own wellbeing first for once...
*Sigh*
It's really sad how much of a reular thing this is in my life.
I have one frienddhip on rocky ground that I am despritly trying to save, adn I have to put another one on the line in a way that has become all to familiar to me. I know what I need to do, I just hate having to. I need to stop putting other peoples emotions before mine and letting those emotions drive me mad with guilt and self-regret.
Thgngs will work out...I know they will...I just need to finaly eb willing to put my own wellbeing first for once...
*Sigh*
It's really sad how much of a reular thing this is in my life.