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ugh things are kinda fucked up right now.
i feel so lost.
im depressed about some things and then confused about others.
people are mad at me i think..and i guess i deserve it.
i feel like im being an asshole to everyone and im sorry. i really am.
and you im sorry for being mad. i really hate it. its the reason im so depressed. things used to be so great. what happened? i miss it so much and im so sick of being mad and things being like shit. but you could try harder doing some things..but anyway. im sorry and im so depressed and sick because of this. i want things normal again. you dont know how much i care about this and how much i care about you. things are just so different now and i dont know what caused it and why its like this...but i want things to be great again... because those times were the best times of my life and i miss it. and i cant keep going with this because im about to lose it again and i feel my eyes watering...which i dont like.
i feel so lost.
im depressed about some things and then confused about others.
people are mad at me i think..and i guess i deserve it.
i feel like im being an asshole to everyone and im sorry. i really am.
and you im sorry for being mad. i really hate it. its the reason im so depressed. things used to be so great. what happened? i miss it so much and im so sick of being mad and things being like shit. but you could try harder doing some things..but anyway. im sorry and im so depressed and sick because of this. i want things normal again. you dont know how much i care about this and how much i care about you. things are just so different now and i dont know what caused it and why its like this...but i want things to be great again... because those times were the best times of my life and i miss it. and i cant keep going with this because im about to lose it again and i feel my eyes watering...which i dont like.