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Gosh, I'm so confused right now. Cherin's new guy just offered me a job, and its a little akward cause a) I really hate oweing people favours, just anyone, especially ones I don't know, (don't like's the worse one though - not that I don't like him) and more so if it comes to getting a job.
I remembered reading a manga where the person said that gave me an impression that's something like "so what if I've gotten the job through someone else? There's nothing to be ashamed of (the character was an arrogant guy though). What's more important is that I make use of the opportunity given to me and prove myself in doing well in the job and ignore who cares what the fuck other what people say." <- the words are totally wrong, but i've sorta interpert it like this through reading that.
And advertising? WTF. I have no absolute experience in that, I don't even remember wtf did I do in advertising classes besides daydreaming and doing half ass projects that were lousy enough to vomit out. And having no experience in Adobe & anything related to computer graphics, as well as no experience in doing up an advertisement, as well as selling my product to the client, drawing skills, and most of all, I have ABSOULTELY NO ORIGINALLITY (though no one's even close to being original these days).
See! See what stress I'm already having before even starting up on anything?!
OMG OMG OMG.
And, if I get the job, it means that I have to have akward conversations with her bf who'd seen me puke 5 years back. Bugger that, why's that guy so nice in looking for jobs for me??? <- now I'm blaming him for doing his girlfriend's friend a favor. Maybe he just wants to see me puke again. Like, hey, the puking girl's (aka my name to him) puked again. Seriously, why am I channelling fucking 'chick flick' references and mindset?! <- note to self: Stop reading chick flicks. You're getting addicted. Though its not as bad as trashy romance novels, but its still trashy in a way. Well, after finishing the whole Marian Keyes collection.
Bloody hell. I need to get back to her soon. Fecking hell.
I remembered reading a manga where the person said that gave me an impression that's something like "so what if I've gotten the job through someone else? There's nothing to be ashamed of (the character was an arrogant guy though). What's more important is that I make use of the opportunity given to me and prove myself in doing well in the job and ignore who cares what the fuck other what people say." <- the words are totally wrong, but i've sorta interpert it like this through reading that.
And advertising? WTF. I have no absolute experience in that, I don't even remember wtf did I do in advertising classes besides daydreaming and doing half ass projects that were lousy enough to vomit out. And having no experience in Adobe & anything related to computer graphics, as well as no experience in doing up an advertisement, as well as selling my product to the client, drawing skills, and most of all, I have ABSOULTELY NO ORIGINALLITY (though no one's even close to being original these days).
See! See what stress I'm already having before even starting up on anything?!
OMG OMG OMG.
And, if I get the job, it means that I have to have akward conversations with her bf who'd seen me puke 5 years back. Bugger that, why's that guy so nice in looking for jobs for me??? <- now I'm blaming him for doing his girlfriend's friend a favor. Maybe he just wants to see me puke again. Like, hey, the puking girl's (aka my name to him) puked again. Seriously, why am I channelling fucking 'chick flick' references and mindset?! <- note to self: Stop reading chick flicks. You're getting addicted. Though its not as bad as trashy romance novels, but its still trashy in a way. Well, after finishing the whole Marian Keyes collection.
Bloody hell. I need to get back to her soon. Fecking hell.