Jul 27, 2009 22:41
tried searching within me what i want,
it can be good it can be not
for now, it is at my disadvantage
i got nothing that i desire so much that motivate me to do my work.
for each negative situation that i face, wont call it failure since i am still young to define that,
i alter my thinking to comfort myself, saying that there is still a way to salvage my choices, mistakes actually my whole of wrong doings,
which led me continue to be my lazy self.
regret, unhappiness start to arise.
at the expense of my future, i think i gotta to something about this.
well, still trying to keep up with this world.