Hola Amigos..
well yeah. umm. I haven't updated in a bit. so here I am.
This sucks. My bestest friend and my fake big sister are gone to college now. BOO! I HATE losing my closest friends all the time. This happened with my friend Kristen Marie Keller too! Well Joe says that im ridiculous for saying im not ever barley gonna talk to him and im not gonna see him. but its so true. oh well. it was fun while it lasted. thats all I can say. I cant dwell on it or im gonna depress myself. Im sure I will talk to Theresa a lot more. cuz she WILL call me a lot im sure. cause when she was in NC for a wedding for like 3 days she called me like 4 or 5 times! haha. but man oh man am I gonna miss them. It really seems like I really have no close friends anymore. like I just talk to everyone as aquantances. but I really have no friends that I always hang out with.. or like.. am really close to. accept for Joe Lupton.. not even Theresa Larsen ne more. like I barley even play with her ne-more. and we used to be together 24-7. well the whole hanging out thing doesn't refer to Joe either. I just talk to him a lot and can tell him anything. I don't know what happened. It seems that ever since I became a christian and felt like I did the right thing.. all I did was lose friends. I mean its amazing how many people don't accept someone for thier beliefs. but I think it was my fault too. I seemed to blow everyone off for all my friends at church. because I was there every wednesday, thursday, friday, sunday morn and sunday nite for the longest time. but that was wen I had Theresa to give me a ride. When Theresa stopped bringing me to church I was barley ever there/ rarley ever am. and I kinda just lost my closeness with everyone. so now its like. I dunno. I have friends at church.. but I just cant freakin see them. and im not as close to them as I was. and now that im not there 24-7 im like.. hey? where did all my friends go. and this is me to blame im sure. so yeah. but oh well all I can do is just get over it. and ill make new friends next year. I mean I still have april .. and alicia maybe.. and umm.. hmm.. okay thats all. haha. and hopefully I still have Joe if he doesn't forget all about me and never calls me. and hopefully Theresa will call me lots and let me know how her new life is! :) I am pretty stoked for them though. its an awesome step in thier life! :) im glad for them. and I hope ONLY the best for them. I hope that Jessica Larsen comes here and gets an apartment here. that would rock out! wow. this past week my life has been WORK! but I do love my Job! <3
yah. so I broke up with my boyfriend. I really felt like I needed to just stop and just try and get my life centered back on the most important thing in my life.. or wat SHOULD be the most important thing in my life. Jesus!~God! Thanks to Joe Lupton for helping me realize this! :) lotsa <3 2 U! but yeah. I do miss having a Boyfriend though. but I dunno. I do wish that I could have a relationship with someone I really deeply care about so much, but I think the other person deffinatley just thinks of me as a good friend..oh well.. but im not sayin who.. so I guess that wasn't relevant.
oh and Nija.. you are an awesome friend 2. Thanks 4 everything girl!! <3
well yeah. I think this has been one of the gayest entries of my life. its just babble and ramble and complaints about my social life that im sure you really are like. umm .. shut up? haha. well yeah..
Umm. also .. 2 everyone that I blew off and haven't really talked to.. or was rude to.. I really am sorry. I really didn't realize till it was too late.
mmkay.
umm. Later.
<3Jamie Lee
leave sum <3..
This sucks. My bestest friend and my fake big sister are gone to college now. BOO! I HATE losing my closest friends all the time. This happened with my friend Kristen Marie Keller too! Well Joe says that im ridiculous for saying im not ever barley gonna talk to him and im not gonna see him. but its so true. oh well. it was fun while it lasted. thats all I can say. I cant dwell on it or im gonna depress myself. Im sure I will talk to Theresa a lot more. cuz she WILL call me a lot im sure. cause when she was in NC for a wedding for like 3 days she called me like 4 or 5 times! haha. but man oh man am I gonna miss them. It really seems like I really have no close friends anymore. like I just talk to everyone as aquantances. but I really have no friends that I always hang out with.. or like.. am really close to. accept for Joe Lupton.. not even Theresa Larsen ne more. like I barley even play with her ne-more. and we used to be together 24-7. well the whole hanging out thing doesn't refer to Joe either. I just talk to him a lot and can tell him anything. I don't know what happened. It seems that ever since I became a christian and felt like I did the right thing.. all I did was lose friends. I mean its amazing how many people don't accept someone for thier beliefs. but I think it was my fault too. I seemed to blow everyone off for all my friends at church. because I was there every wednesday, thursday, friday, sunday morn and sunday nite for the longest time. but that was wen I had Theresa to give me a ride. When Theresa stopped bringing me to church I was barley ever there/ rarley ever am. and I kinda just lost my closeness with everyone. so now its like. I dunno. I have friends at church.. but I just cant freakin see them. and im not as close to them as I was. and now that im not there 24-7 im like.. hey? where did all my friends go. and this is me to blame im sure. so yeah. but oh well all I can do is just get over it. and ill make new friends next year. I mean I still have april .. and alicia maybe.. and umm.. hmm.. okay thats all. haha. and hopefully I still have Joe if he doesn't forget all about me and never calls me. and hopefully Theresa will call me lots and let me know how her new life is! :) I am pretty stoked for them though. its an awesome step in thier life! :) im glad for them. and I hope ONLY the best for them. I hope that Jessica Larsen comes here and gets an apartment here. that would rock out! wow. this past week my life has been WORK! but I do love my Job! <3
yah. so I broke up with my boyfriend. I really felt like I needed to just stop and just try and get my life centered back on the most important thing in my life.. or wat SHOULD be the most important thing in my life. Jesus!~God! Thanks to Joe Lupton for helping me realize this! :) lotsa <3 2 U! but yeah. I do miss having a Boyfriend though. but I dunno. I do wish that I could have a relationship with someone I really deeply care about so much, but I think the other person deffinatley just thinks of me as a good friend..oh well.. but im not sayin who.. so I guess that wasn't relevant.
oh and Nija.. you are an awesome friend 2. Thanks 4 everything girl!! <3
well yeah. I think this has been one of the gayest entries of my life. its just babble and ramble and complaints about my social life that im sure you really are like. umm .. shut up? haha. well yeah..
Umm. also .. 2 everyone that I blew off and haven't really talked to.. or was rude to.. I really am sorry. I really didn't realize till it was too late.
mmkay.
umm. Later.
<3Jamie Lee
leave sum <3..