why?
okay...im beginning to believe that this journal is reaching its last legs with me. I rarely update, and when i do...all i can think of writing about is some bullshit. Bullshit, bullshit, bullshit. Maybe i think too negatively, maybe not. Maybe im just feeling insane at the moment. I lose my cool too easily. What's wrong with me? Why do i feel like everyone is against me? When i know this is not the case...i just feel like nothing ever goes my way. Like the world is just kicking my ass. I don't get it!...because i love life and all. I guess im so jaded, that i look at life from a fucked up angle. who knows...who cares...