So good... so far...
Hoi mates :)
Yeah it's crazy me back. I've got the house to myself for the first time in a long time and I'm loving it. It's great to not have family visiting for lunch (which my mom makes a huge banquet... not that I'm complaining about that, but I don't enjoy not being able to fit into my jeans, okay?) and also great not having to deal with my mom on my back about 'getting out and catching up with friends'. She doesn't understand that I could sit down doing nothing and still keep myself entertained. She just doesn't understand... Meh! I'm over it :) One more month to go and then I'm back in my own home doing what I want.
That's all I'm looking forward to.
But things have been okay I guess... aside from hearing about everything htat happened with the tsunami. God, I just can't believe it. So much devastation at what should be a joyous time of year. But that's usually when disaster does strike. It really sucks. I only hope everyone over there will be able to rebuild their lives after this terrible tragedy. It's times like this I wish I wasn't so well off like I am, because I feel guilty while they're suffering. It's so difficult to contemplate, isn't it?
I'm trying to stay positive though. Have to. New Years is coming up. Not that I'm terribly excited about that. Had a few offers to go out with friends, but didn't particularly want to get high and drunk with Hailey and Barry in Daylesford. So decided to go to Ebony's for her party, which now has been cancelled coz she had a fight with the girl she's organizing it with. So we're going to her aunt and uncle's for the night with her parents, and my boyfriend. Not sure it'll be fun because found out some things about Steven I'm not sure I was ready for, and he found out something about me I didn't want him to ever know.
It's really a confusing situation. I'm hoping it will pass though. I don't want to worry about it all. Need to bring in the new year happily. Or at least try to anyway.
I'm really looking forward to my best friend visiting. She drove down here with her boyfriend yesterday and we're due to catch up soon. It should be good. Haven't seen her in about six months or spoken to her in about three. It's so strange. But hey, talking sometimes is better than nothing. Wish I could have gone to her graduation early December though. She finished high school (graduated a year after me though we're the same age because she moved to Beijing in 2000 and their school year is different), but she aced the end of the year. I'm so proud of her!
On another good hand, Christmas was great. Got a ton of tops, two gold necklaces from sister and boyfriend, an electric massager (which is soooooooo loud... seems more like a vibrator, but it's not hahaha... no comment, right?? ;) and I got Gwen Stefani's new CD. It's so great... but the best thing I got was the Without a Trace first season on DVD. It's SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO great!! Hahaha haven't even finished watching them all either. Gonna take me aaaaaaaaaaaaaaages... though not that I'm complaining ;)
Well that's about all I can talk about. Oh! My godparents and their daughters have all of my stories that I've written. The girls are in their early-mid twentis but have mental problems, so are sort of more like children. They're great though :) Always smiling and stuff. And they're really interested in my writing, so I gave them all my songfics, post-ep fics and the series 'a Cry for Help' as well as 'the Sun Will Always Shine'. God I'm nervous. After they left I got so nervous, suddenly remembering all the heavy sex scenes I've written and bad language. Somehow I have a feeling I'm going to be in a looooooot of trouble from them.
But it can't be all bad... right?
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO, HOPE IT'S ALL A BLAST AND BETTER THAN MINE :p
Love ya all. xx
Yeah it's crazy me back. I've got the house to myself for the first time in a long time and I'm loving it. It's great to not have family visiting for lunch (which my mom makes a huge banquet... not that I'm complaining about that, but I don't enjoy not being able to fit into my jeans, okay?) and also great not having to deal with my mom on my back about 'getting out and catching up with friends'. She doesn't understand that I could sit down doing nothing and still keep myself entertained. She just doesn't understand... Meh! I'm over it :) One more month to go and then I'm back in my own home doing what I want.
That's all I'm looking forward to.
But things have been okay I guess... aside from hearing about everything htat happened with the tsunami. God, I just can't believe it. So much devastation at what should be a joyous time of year. But that's usually when disaster does strike. It really sucks. I only hope everyone over there will be able to rebuild their lives after this terrible tragedy. It's times like this I wish I wasn't so well off like I am, because I feel guilty while they're suffering. It's so difficult to contemplate, isn't it?
I'm trying to stay positive though. Have to. New Years is coming up. Not that I'm terribly excited about that. Had a few offers to go out with friends, but didn't particularly want to get high and drunk with Hailey and Barry in Daylesford. So decided to go to Ebony's for her party, which now has been cancelled coz she had a fight with the girl she's organizing it with. So we're going to her aunt and uncle's for the night with her parents, and my boyfriend. Not sure it'll be fun because found out some things about Steven I'm not sure I was ready for, and he found out something about me I didn't want him to ever know.
It's really a confusing situation. I'm hoping it will pass though. I don't want to worry about it all. Need to bring in the new year happily. Or at least try to anyway.
I'm really looking forward to my best friend visiting. She drove down here with her boyfriend yesterday and we're due to catch up soon. It should be good. Haven't seen her in about six months or spoken to her in about three. It's so strange. But hey, talking sometimes is better than nothing. Wish I could have gone to her graduation early December though. She finished high school (graduated a year after me though we're the same age because she moved to Beijing in 2000 and their school year is different), but she aced the end of the year. I'm so proud of her!
On another good hand, Christmas was great. Got a ton of tops, two gold necklaces from sister and boyfriend, an electric massager (which is soooooooo loud... seems more like a vibrator, but it's not hahaha... no comment, right?? ;) and I got Gwen Stefani's new CD. It's so great... but the best thing I got was the Without a Trace first season on DVD. It's SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO great!! Hahaha haven't even finished watching them all either. Gonna take me aaaaaaaaaaaaaaages... though not that I'm complaining ;)
Well that's about all I can talk about. Oh! My godparents and their daughters have all of my stories that I've written. The girls are in their early-mid twentis but have mental problems, so are sort of more like children. They're great though :) Always smiling and stuff. And they're really interested in my writing, so I gave them all my songfics, post-ep fics and the series 'a Cry for Help' as well as 'the Sun Will Always Shine'. God I'm nervous. After they left I got so nervous, suddenly remembering all the heavy sex scenes I've written and bad language. Somehow I have a feeling I'm going to be in a looooooot of trouble from them.
But it can't be all bad... right?
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO, HOPE IT'S ALL A BLAST AND BETTER THAN MINE :p
Love ya all. xx