Jan 18, 2005 23:10
PLEASE EXCUSE ANYTHING IN HERE YOU FIND RUDE AND DON'T GIVE ME A RUDE COMMENT ABOUT IT FOR IF I DIDN'T LET THIS ANGER OUT I WOULD HAVE WENT INTO A BREAKDOWN PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF I INSULTED ANYONE.
I was just on a chat and someone told another person to kill their selfs and they did. Does anyone in this world have any fucking since my gosh?I have decided that all of those who wish death upon those they do not know should burn in hell for life. How fucking rude can people get before they realize that they need to get a better life and stop recking others? I hate the rudeness of so many people who never understands anyone elses feelings.One statement,IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE PERSON IS CAPABLE OF DO NOT TELL THEM TO DO ANYTHING HARMFUL TO THEMSELVES.capped for a reason I mean how much common since do you need to understand.UGHHHHH I'm so heated why must other people be so damn rude.For those of you who read this you should know that what you say has an effect on that persons life so never tell them to kill theirself. You have to be a pure idiot and bitch to do something that mean and it will come back to you.Life sucks and as I have said before it's like a place I can never leave and honestly I don't want to leave it.
On another note:My fathers a pure blooded asshole no person can beat that.How many times do you have to hurt the people you love(mentally here people not phyically) Before you actually realize what you are doing he has to be the most ingnorant person but he acts so nice to my friends. One reason for the acting nice to my friends bit he wants me to socialize with people for all my friends who wonder why you never come to my house well now I hope you understand why because when he gets a certain way I REALLY don't want my friends around.As you now know I have very little friends over at my house for this reason,it's embarrassing to have your father being stupid in any way but playing.
On a different topic:Now beyond all of this my Instant message completely stop letting me send.Besides those little mishaps nothing else went bad,I feel bad for the people who like me and my friends have lost bestfriends and I hope that you will get though you pain and heart ache and move on with life.I hate the fact that so many people do what ever they did to themself and didn't stop to think of who they would hurt in the process. Hopefully you all know that although they are not here on earth with us they live in our hearts and keep that memory alive for as long as you live. I have binded myself to this world of hate and stupidness but I tend to stay with it. I could never ever understand the pain of losing a parent for I have mine but I'm sure that pain is much worst. I'm sure many people have and I really hope that you stay stong.Once again LIfe sucks but hopefully many of you choose to live in this world of ignorant,stupid and really mean people because in the end it's worth it.Well this is all I can say for now but I hope you understand how precious your life is to you and the people that love you.Well............
Good Bye For Now
Feshia aka Ja-lizafiend