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Jul 25, 2016 04:24

Since I am quite sure no one reads this anymore I will write how I feel here. This has truly saved me in my time of need because it was the best place to vent with very little care because no one know who you really are. I really am going through a lot of crap my last boyfriend broke up with me with bullshit excuses and used me as one. I don't like how I can't stop thinking about him. I can't stop crying and then I start reading my posts from like ten years ago and realize a certain cycle in my emotions. Its funny because I don't remember how I got over it then but I realized when reading my Live journal That I have always been a strong person. I can and will get over this and I can be his friend because I have done the same with others. I can love from a distance and I will hold my head up and be secure in my life. Its funny how the 15 and 16 year old me can even encourage me now who said that you can't give your future self advice. All you have to do is write it in a place that it wont be erased and or keep it in emails or even here on live journal. I am rambling but damn its been about 11 years since I started live journal amazing the help and courage my own journals just gave me.
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