last journal entry ever.
let it be emo.
it seems that no one likes my livejournal entries. for what reason i don't know. a j_z livejournal entry ALWAYS coincides with emo from some direction or another. i've been considering the following sentence for a very long time now and i've come to a decision. rather than continue doing what pleases me, i think it's in my best interests to stop posting in my own journal.
ridiculous as this sounds, it seems to be the best course of action. every time i make a major post of any sort, without fail, it always comes back to me. i'm not exactly sure what i'm doing wrong, but it doesn't matter, since it won't be done again.
rather than spend days or weeks repairing damage from phantom mistakes unspoken of, i'm avoiding the issue altogether, since i'd rather live happily ever after. it was two posts in one day today. half of everyone i know was bickering in some form. do my messages come coded with irritation? am i miscommunicating? does it seem like i'm attacking someone? does my style of writing offend? i noticed that i borrow subconsciously. well, none of this matters anymore i guess. this makes three posts in one day. i hope i can supercede this.
to everyone who ever reads my journal, i'll be reading yours and this doesn't mean i won't make the occasional comment. also, if you have any problems, i encourage you to gather your courage and we'll talk about it without a big confrontation. we're all friends still. no hard feelings.
but for tatiana: you don't need to wait for a post, just start condescending at my email address, thanks.
that's about all there is to it. i'm not going to pretend i understand but ignorance is what life is all about. coming soon: <3.
it seems that no one likes my livejournal entries. for what reason i don't know. a j_z livejournal entry ALWAYS coincides with emo from some direction or another. i've been considering the following sentence for a very long time now and i've come to a decision. rather than continue doing what pleases me, i think it's in my best interests to stop posting in my own journal.
ridiculous as this sounds, it seems to be the best course of action. every time i make a major post of any sort, without fail, it always comes back to me. i'm not exactly sure what i'm doing wrong, but it doesn't matter, since it won't be done again.
rather than spend days or weeks repairing damage from phantom mistakes unspoken of, i'm avoiding the issue altogether, since i'd rather live happily ever after. it was two posts in one day today. half of everyone i know was bickering in some form. do my messages come coded with irritation? am i miscommunicating? does it seem like i'm attacking someone? does my style of writing offend? i noticed that i borrow subconsciously. well, none of this matters anymore i guess. this makes three posts in one day. i hope i can supercede this.
to everyone who ever reads my journal, i'll be reading yours and this doesn't mean i won't make the occasional comment. also, if you have any problems, i encourage you to gather your courage and we'll talk about it without a big confrontation. we're all friends still. no hard feelings.
but for tatiana: you don't need to wait for a post, just start condescending at my email address, thanks.
that's about all there is to it. i'm not going to pretend i understand but ignorance is what life is all about. coming soon: <3.