Nov 05, 2003 15:54
Yes thats right going insane. I need to get away.. Away from school, friends, stress all of it. I'm reaching my boiling point. I dont like it when it comes to this. I hate breaking, I wish I could just deal witht hings in a normal fashion but I can't. I'm the type of person who just lets it build and build and build.. untill they pop. Well popping time came today. Who knew that teachers college could be so stressful. And I'm not even in teachers college yet I'm just trying to apply. I dont think I'm going to get in. Thus, why have I wasted all this time. What was it for. I've lost alot in coming to university. My realtionship with someone who I loved very much, faded away when I came to school. For what.....nothing absolutly nothing..
I dont think I have ever been this lost before.. I dont even know where to find myself