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Time for a new post. The first week of school came to a close today, and though it is not as bad as the 1st 2 days were, I still hate it as a whole. I have Composition, Intermediate Guitar, Technical Theater 1, US History Honors, Photography 1, and Physics, in that order. My first period teacher is an ugly troll, my 2nd period teacher is the only teacher that I had last year, and he's pretty cool and laid back. My third period teacher is chatty, but she has a fun type of personality, and she's pretty funny. Fourth period, I thought the first day that she was a total bitch, but as each day goes by she doesn't seem so bad. I kind of feel bad for saying she was a bitch to my friend, cause I guess I got the wrong first impression. Fifth period the photo teacher is pretty nice, even though I've been told by other people that they hated her and her class, but so far I really like both. Finally, as most science teachers, my 6th period teacher is somewhat of a weirdo, asking us questions that sound rediculous and you give the obvious answer, then he proves you wrong on something impossible. For example, a round peg in a square hole being watertight. Um, no, right? Well he showed us how it was done. Then he told some jokes, only 2 I can remember are "What do you call a guy with no arms and legs floating in water?" (Bob) and "What do you call a guy with no arms and legs hanging on a wall?" (Art) Funny, yet slightly sick if you picture and actual poor guy with no arms and legs hanging on a wall or something. Anywho, I started into my classes on the first day of school thinking it would be better than last year, cause I now knew my way around the school and knew a few people in my grade so that I would probably have a class or 2 with my friends. Well, first of all, it was like starting at a new school all over again because I felt like I'd never seen any of the people in my classes in my entire life. Secondly, I STILL went to the wrong classes like TWICE on the first day, and I've been here a year already! I felt so dumb. Oh well though, I guess I'll just have to make some plans to go somewhere else next year, but I don't want to start over again. After 4 different elementary school changes and 2 different high school changes, I just don't have it in my to start over again. I didn't even have it in my last year. I know I'll have to start over when I go to college, but everyone there is new so it's not like jumping into a bunch of people and being the only unfamiliar person. I still have all of this school year to decide about my Senior year, and all of that year to think about college, so I shouldn't worry too much about it, but it seems to weigh on my mind heavily every day. I feel like I've burdened myself with an unecessary worry that I can't seem to get rid of no matter how hard I try. I sit in class and think about how to get out of here next year and I lay in bed at night and think about it running it over and over in my head and it keeps me from sleep. I have only been through 1 week of my Junior year and I already can't seem to grasp that there are over 170 days left to plan this out and my brain is freaking out on me and stressing about it day and night. I need bitch slapped real good. Ah, well, I will take this 3 day Labor Day weekend to force these worries from my brain, and try to enjoy all that I can and try to bear with the school that I hate...