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i wish i could go back to tenth grade, and not fuck up my grades, take more APs, retake the freakin SATs, and apply to real college when i was supposed to. this living off-campus, and being a transfer student thing just isnt gonna fly.
i'm thinking about dropping out? and saving money for a year, then doing the college thing for real, in hawaii, next fall. but i dont want to be in school for the next 4 years. i want to grad school (i think...), but i also want to travel, and join greenpeace maybe, and get a job saving the rainforest or something...and i want a family eventually... who has time? life is too short.
which brings me to another point. i'm not having fun. i am sick of just going through the motions, especially school-related, and i just want to have a good time. is that so much to ask?
i'm thinking about dropping out? and saving money for a year, then doing the college thing for real, in hawaii, next fall. but i dont want to be in school for the next 4 years. i want to grad school (i think...), but i also want to travel, and join greenpeace maybe, and get a job saving the rainforest or something...and i want a family eventually... who has time? life is too short.
which brings me to another point. i'm not having fun. i am sick of just going through the motions, especially school-related, and i just want to have a good time. is that so much to ask?