oh my stars
the drive back was quite intense to say the least. the car was packed sky high full of shit, clothes garbage and other things. i want to remember this semester and this is probably a good way of doing so. for background, on how i got here, ill explain a little about break.
i got home on the 16th, unpacked, and got giddy thinking about a month at home with everybody. i saw erin and it was fabulous as it always is. the next morning dan called and woke me up with an invitation to his house that i readily accepted.
this was to be the last time i woke up before 12 for about 2 weeks. average, i woke up at 2. a fucking waste.
my grandma passed away. i felt more for my mom than i did for me, cause its her mom and all. it was a pretty huge bummer. 3 wakes and a funeral make you glad to be alive.
i got very nervous that 'the group' wassnt as close as we used to be. it took a few days of planning for us all to hang out on a particular night, and that scares me. i expected break to be 20 of us tied together walking everywhere from sunup to sunup. i blame my sleep schedule, first of all, because if i had just woken up, i wouldve done SOMETHING and felt fine about everything else. the last two nights of break were what i expected of every night. not to say that every night wasnt good in its own way. but you know what i mean. if you dont, go away.
so college, huh? im not in the mood at all for any sort of work. my earliest class is at 11, so i figure i wont need to take naps. i have a 3 hour break between classes every monday wednesday and friday, so maybe ill go to the gym. i need to get a job if i want to eat, and thats gonna be near impossible if i have a big course load. i hate saying course load.
i got a 2.75 last semester and i know i can do better than that. i studied the day before each of my finals and i did pretty well on them. who knows, maybe if i took notes i could do well. thats what i said in high school.
the cycle continues.
i cant keep sleeping, im already noticing negative side effects and im 18. kinda messed up. i am pretty tired right now though.
ok so changes that need to be made, on this, the first day of my second semester of college:
- go to the gym
- exercise
- eat better
- sleep less (or just sleep normally, not 4 hours here 3 hours there)
- make more friends
i hope this isnt one of those one-time updates, its good to talk to something about you. so in addition to the 5 get-better-quick items, ill update my livejournal more. who knows, maybe this could be the best 4 months of my life.
it could also be the worst..
but hey, half full right?
i wonder what my may entries will be like, mournful of hopeful.
im in college now, happy and sad just dont cut it.
im in college now, how did that get past me?
one day at a time.
-bobzilla
i got home on the 16th, unpacked, and got giddy thinking about a month at home with everybody. i saw erin and it was fabulous as it always is. the next morning dan called and woke me up with an invitation to his house that i readily accepted.
this was to be the last time i woke up before 12 for about 2 weeks. average, i woke up at 2. a fucking waste.
my grandma passed away. i felt more for my mom than i did for me, cause its her mom and all. it was a pretty huge bummer. 3 wakes and a funeral make you glad to be alive.
i got very nervous that 'the group' wassnt as close as we used to be. it took a few days of planning for us all to hang out on a particular night, and that scares me. i expected break to be 20 of us tied together walking everywhere from sunup to sunup. i blame my sleep schedule, first of all, because if i had just woken up, i wouldve done SOMETHING and felt fine about everything else. the last two nights of break were what i expected of every night. not to say that every night wasnt good in its own way. but you know what i mean. if you dont, go away.
so college, huh? im not in the mood at all for any sort of work. my earliest class is at 11, so i figure i wont need to take naps. i have a 3 hour break between classes every monday wednesday and friday, so maybe ill go to the gym. i need to get a job if i want to eat, and thats gonna be near impossible if i have a big course load. i hate saying course load.
i got a 2.75 last semester and i know i can do better than that. i studied the day before each of my finals and i did pretty well on them. who knows, maybe if i took notes i could do well. thats what i said in high school.
the cycle continues.
i cant keep sleeping, im already noticing negative side effects and im 18. kinda messed up. i am pretty tired right now though.
ok so changes that need to be made, on this, the first day of my second semester of college:
- go to the gym
- exercise
- eat better
- sleep less (or just sleep normally, not 4 hours here 3 hours there)
- make more friends
i hope this isnt one of those one-time updates, its good to talk to something about you. so in addition to the 5 get-better-quick items, ill update my livejournal more. who knows, maybe this could be the best 4 months of my life.
it could also be the worst..
but hey, half full right?
i wonder what my may entries will be like, mournful of hopeful.
im in college now, happy and sad just dont cut it.
im in college now, how did that get past me?
one day at a time.
-bobzilla