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i'm at a content spot in my life, yet again, and i hate it.
as much as i say i do, i don't hate my life, but it's getting boring. going on the cruise and meeting new people and staying out dancing almost every night reminded me of the millions of reasons why i want to get out of this city. it also reminded me that i love to go out and party and dance my make up off and not give a fuck who's looking and who's not.
i want to meet new people, despite how bad i am at it. it just seems so hard to find people in houston, even though it's the fourth largest city in the country. part of it is that i keep meeting new people within the same group of people that i don't know if i can call my friends...or maybe they're just not the type of friends i want to have. i want to meet and be friends with people who love to travel and would be willing to spend money on a spring break trip to barcelona without bitching about how expensive it is. i want to meet people who wouldn't mind, and would actually enjoy, going out to a bar and drinking and meeting new people and dancing, and wouldn't complain about the ten dollar cover charge or that "the music is bad" (because let's face it, evan, the mermaid of judaism and ?// suck just as much) and i want to meet people who, when going out to these places, wouldn't just sit at the first table they set their eyes on only get up when we're all leaving. it's annoying.
i'm starting to really dislike evan. really. for many different reasons, but here's just a few.
- everytime i ever plan something, he always manages to get upset about something so then julia is all upset because he's upset and soon enough everyone catches on that the class clown is slacking on his job of entertaining and cracking a joke here or there, and everyone wonders what's wrong and leaves. like when i planned that last game night at my house before i left on the cruise. him and julia left for about 15 minutes, then jack and lindsay got sick of waiting on them and decided to leave also, while joe and ethan took a smoke break....yes, they were gone that long. all because of evan.
- it seems like he's always trying to one-up, or undermine, me as far as julia is concerned. like with twilight, after she had already borrowed my books he got them for her and then said to me "it's to show how supportive i am" in the most condescending tone. or if i'm talking to her, he'll just come up and without excusing himself, kisses her and the conversation is over, because we all know they can't keep their hands off each other.
- he's never very nice to me. really. ok, he was nice when we went camping on the beach and steven was an asshole. but on a day to day basis he's a prick. he really is. he's always making little sny comments to me, or about me, and i'm so sick of it. i don't call julia as much anymore to hang out because it's never just me and her anymore. he always has to come along. like when steven started dating lindsay, and i was upset, heartbroken, distraught and home alone, i asked her to come over because i needed someone to comfort me. lo and behold, evan tags along and i didn't feel comfortable in my own house to talk to her about why i was upset.
i'm just annoyed with everyone.
i'm going through one of those phases where i shut myself off from the world.
new years resolution (even though i hate these): meet new people.
as much as i say i do, i don't hate my life, but it's getting boring. going on the cruise and meeting new people and staying out dancing almost every night reminded me of the millions of reasons why i want to get out of this city. it also reminded me that i love to go out and party and dance my make up off and not give a fuck who's looking and who's not.
i want to meet new people, despite how bad i am at it. it just seems so hard to find people in houston, even though it's the fourth largest city in the country. part of it is that i keep meeting new people within the same group of people that i don't know if i can call my friends...or maybe they're just not the type of friends i want to have. i want to meet and be friends with people who love to travel and would be willing to spend money on a spring break trip to barcelona without bitching about how expensive it is. i want to meet people who wouldn't mind, and would actually enjoy, going out to a bar and drinking and meeting new people and dancing, and wouldn't complain about the ten dollar cover charge or that "the music is bad" (because let's face it, evan, the mermaid of judaism and ?// suck just as much) and i want to meet people who, when going out to these places, wouldn't just sit at the first table they set their eyes on only get up when we're all leaving. it's annoying.
i'm starting to really dislike evan. really. for many different reasons, but here's just a few.
- everytime i ever plan something, he always manages to get upset about something so then julia is all upset because he's upset and soon enough everyone catches on that the class clown is slacking on his job of entertaining and cracking a joke here or there, and everyone wonders what's wrong and leaves. like when i planned that last game night at my house before i left on the cruise. him and julia left for about 15 minutes, then jack and lindsay got sick of waiting on them and decided to leave also, while joe and ethan took a smoke break....yes, they were gone that long. all because of evan.
- it seems like he's always trying to one-up, or undermine, me as far as julia is concerned. like with twilight, after she had already borrowed my books he got them for her and then said to me "it's to show how supportive i am" in the most condescending tone. or if i'm talking to her, he'll just come up and without excusing himself, kisses her and the conversation is over, because we all know they can't keep their hands off each other.
- he's never very nice to me. really. ok, he was nice when we went camping on the beach and steven was an asshole. but on a day to day basis he's a prick. he really is. he's always making little sny comments to me, or about me, and i'm so sick of it. i don't call julia as much anymore to hang out because it's never just me and her anymore. he always has to come along. like when steven started dating lindsay, and i was upset, heartbroken, distraught and home alone, i asked her to come over because i needed someone to comfort me. lo and behold, evan tags along and i didn't feel comfortable in my own house to talk to her about why i was upset.
i'm just annoyed with everyone.
i'm going through one of those phases where i shut myself off from the world.
new years resolution (even though i hate these): meet new people.