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i don't know why i can't just eat a few of these dill pickle crispy minis. i have to eat the whole bag. at least i did it at two different intervals this time. those things always make me SO fucking dehydrated - probably not the best thing to have done after winding up in the hospital with the worst migraine of my life on the weekend, then puking my guts out the following night.
tonight was really, really shitty. i showed up for the soccer skills assessment tonight, figuring i could just sign-up and join in. apparently there's a 'waiting list' to get into the league. that's so stupid. the 'league' only has four teams...and if there is that much interest this year then they should just add another team. i don't know, makes perfect sense to me. they get another team's worth of money and everyone who wants to play gets to.
so anyway, i ask if i can get on this so-called waiting list and she's like, 'ummmm, yeahh, here put your name and number on this piece of paper' and she hands me some random, blank, folded piece of what was probably scrap paper. i was really down about possibly not playing this year...then i decided i would play no matter where i was living. i'm sure i'll get to play, i'll probably miss out on the first 4 games or so though...they'll call me when people stop showing up for games and all the teams are short players...happened to our team every year. Sarah, Carly, and Julie were there and apparently Michelle is playing again this year. It would be SO much fun if we all got on the same team again.
From there my mood kind of just got shitty. Not for any reason in particular...just the same shit that's been plaguing me lately. I don't understand how yesterday was so fucking wonderful and today so horrible. I guess I'll just hope for tomorrow to be fucking wonderful instead of horrible and go from there...
it's always a coin toss.
tonight was really, really shitty. i showed up for the soccer skills assessment tonight, figuring i could just sign-up and join in. apparently there's a 'waiting list' to get into the league. that's so stupid. the 'league' only has four teams...and if there is that much interest this year then they should just add another team. i don't know, makes perfect sense to me. they get another team's worth of money and everyone who wants to play gets to.
so anyway, i ask if i can get on this so-called waiting list and she's like, 'ummmm, yeahh, here put your name and number on this piece of paper' and she hands me some random, blank, folded piece of what was probably scrap paper. i was really down about possibly not playing this year...then i decided i would play no matter where i was living. i'm sure i'll get to play, i'll probably miss out on the first 4 games or so though...they'll call me when people stop showing up for games and all the teams are short players...happened to our team every year. Sarah, Carly, and Julie were there and apparently Michelle is playing again this year. It would be SO much fun if we all got on the same team again.
From there my mood kind of just got shitty. Not for any reason in particular...just the same shit that's been plaguing me lately. I don't understand how yesterday was so fucking wonderful and today so horrible. I guess I'll just hope for tomorrow to be fucking wonderful instead of horrible and go from there...
it's always a coin toss.