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i don't know how i'm ever going to get back on schedule for school.
my schedule looks very nice, after i've finally decided upon what i'm taking. no changing now that i've ordered the books.
FLEN, foreign language-english; english word origins
SPAN, spanish; advanced grammar
RELS, religious studies; religion and family
CORE; jazz from blues to hip hop
SOC, sociology; social deviance
HIST, history; civilization 1600 to present
if i'm going to drop any it'll be RELS, as it's only two credits. ugh, 6 classes = 17 credits. i guess i feel like i should be taking more than 15 credits to try to make up for my flop last semester, but then maybe fewer classes would mean higher grades. i'll see. i'm kind of pissed about the 100/200 level political science classes being at inconvenient times (problematic with SPAN and CORE), so i can't further my major.
and pretend time again. at least i have something real (the panda).
my biggest fear right now: that one day he might not say "i love you, too."
my second biggest fear: that one day he might not love me, too.
my third biggest fear: that one day i might not love him.
my fourth biggest fear: that one day one of us might deny to love the other.
my fifth biggest fear: that one day one of us might love someone else.