Wasting Away the Seconds
So I'm getting on the plane to go to North Carolina at 3 in the afternoon. It is already the 21st and I wish I could go back in time. I don't want to be in North Carolina all summer. I don't want to be isolated from my friends. I don't want to be in the humid air of the south. I don't want to get my southern accent back. I don't want to drive on streets I'm not familiar with. I don't want to be anywhere but Phoenix, Arizona with my Phoenix, Arizona friends doing Phoenix, Arizona things. I spent so many years of my life trying to get out of Phoenix and rejecting it and now all I want to do is stay here and appreciate it. I would do anything to preserve my time right now. It feels wierd to pack all of my things: all of my clothes, all of my books, all of my possesions. I DONT WANT TO BE INDEPENDENT THIS SUMMER! all I want to do is be dependent on my friends like I have been my whole life. I just can't look on the bright side of things when I know that everything I want is here and will soon be unattainable.
Don't forget me...
-J
Don't forget me...
-J