A drunk journal where I open up a little
Hey guy's I'm DRUNK...Again... For further notice anyone who leaves alcohol over here at the apartment... It will probably be gone in the next few day.... Yeah I'm hearing alot of talk about everybody who's in school going to the christmas dance... Yeah I wish I was still in school. I started thinking about this when my mom told me a story about her senior prom...Then I realized I'm never gonna get to experience that or any other special dance. I never went to these dances when I was in schol due to the fact that I was very shy and could never get a date. Now i regret just not going and hanging out with my friends. Now when I get older I'm not going to have any stories to tell my children about prom... or yet advice to give them. Yes I fucked up big time by dropping out of school and getting my GED, but i just couldnt take all of my family's shit so i did it and got the hell out. I wish my childhood was different so that this never would've happened. On top of that I'm spending a Christmas very very lonely... I think I'm gonna turn into the grinch and just sleep through it...sound sad but I have nothing else to do. For some reason I'm doing alot of thinking of shit here lately. I dont know why. Maybe cause it's december and its the most depressing month of the year for me...Any ways to those differnet. Happy Holidays.
<3 anthony
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