allrighty...not fair.
was i being "pompus"?
honestly?
was i being pompus or excited.
i don't know, maybe its just me, but when you really really want somthing, really really bad, and you work your butt of to get it, and you do, call me crazy, but you're going to be excited.
i was fucken excited!
see kara (im guessing its kara beacause few people say "pompus" and i know for a fact that kara dearest has a C in euro) i was not trying to rub it in your face personally.
honest.
i was not purposly trying to offend anyone.
honest.
and i do nothing think that euro sucks. i would give my right arm to have the chance to take euro. i greatly respect everyone who takes euro. i think they are absoloutly amazing for acheiving such a great honor.
an honor i was not qualified for.
a class that i was not smart enough for.
a class that YOU got to take. NICOLE got to take. lily, james, kp, henrik, jason, christina, jesse. kathleen did not take it, but she COULD have. abby did not take it, but she COULD have. they even thought TAYLOR HODGE was up to it, and I WASNT!
a class that i was not smart enough for.
so i took that failure, as an opportunity to get better.
to be smarter kara.
im smart now.
and you have no idea what its like to be smart for the first time, when all your life you werent.
because YOU ALWAYS WERE.
all yall were.
and if i offended you with my excitment,
that is TOO DAMN BAD!
i only said "euro SUCK!" because i was making an angry comic's bitter joke.
so you can think that im "pompus" and you can think that im a bitch, or mean, or gross, yucky, a butthead, wahtever you think.
i
dont
care.
because i know our freindship is stronger than that kare.
dont be ridiculous!
and if you did not write those comments kara, my deepest apology, but look at the facts, it could be you.
you're my BEST FREIND i know you inside and out, and deep down i know you knew i didnt mean it.
and you know i would never purposly try to make other people feel stupid.
because i've felt stupid for the past 15 years.
and i wouldnt wish that on anyone.
ever.
and with that, im out.
honestly?
was i being pompus or excited.
i don't know, maybe its just me, but when you really really want somthing, really really bad, and you work your butt of to get it, and you do, call me crazy, but you're going to be excited.
i was fucken excited!
see kara (im guessing its kara beacause few people say "pompus" and i know for a fact that kara dearest has a C in euro) i was not trying to rub it in your face personally.
honest.
i was not purposly trying to offend anyone.
honest.
and i do nothing think that euro sucks. i would give my right arm to have the chance to take euro. i greatly respect everyone who takes euro. i think they are absoloutly amazing for acheiving such a great honor.
an honor i was not qualified for.
a class that i was not smart enough for.
a class that YOU got to take. NICOLE got to take. lily, james, kp, henrik, jason, christina, jesse. kathleen did not take it, but she COULD have. abby did not take it, but she COULD have. they even thought TAYLOR HODGE was up to it, and I WASNT!
a class that i was not smart enough for.
so i took that failure, as an opportunity to get better.
to be smarter kara.
im smart now.
and you have no idea what its like to be smart for the first time, when all your life you werent.
because YOU ALWAYS WERE.
all yall were.
and if i offended you with my excitment,
that is TOO DAMN BAD!
i only said "euro SUCK!" because i was making an angry comic's bitter joke.
so you can think that im "pompus" and you can think that im a bitch, or mean, or gross, yucky, a butthead, wahtever you think.
i
dont
care.
because i know our freindship is stronger than that kare.
dont be ridiculous!
and if you did not write those comments kara, my deepest apology, but look at the facts, it could be you.
you're my BEST FREIND i know you inside and out, and deep down i know you knew i didnt mean it.
and you know i would never purposly try to make other people feel stupid.
because i've felt stupid for the past 15 years.
and i wouldnt wish that on anyone.
ever.
and with that, im out.