Jan 20, 2004 21:41
dear pdizz
i guess im only
going to go to lunch with you from now on so that you dont think im not
talking to u and shit yay!! if u ever want to go to lunch just holla i feel
like a bitch asking u everytime...i really do understand a lot about you
some good stuff some bad stuff...you have this like protective shit that
makes it so that hardly anyone can get close to you because your scared of
getting close to a lot of people too and it just takes time to get close to
you..you dont like to show any emotion because you dont want people to know
that you care or dont care...u try to be a cold hearted person when ur
really not and people think ur a cold hearted bitch whos conceitedand stuck
up, but also u try to make some people think u dont think ur the shit when u
know that ur the shit and u can do whatever u want to people and whatever at
least u dont act stuck up..u dont give people a chance...and sometimes u
really dont care about people feelings and they end up getting hurt...ur
scared to trust people because of fear of getting hurt because of past
experiences but honestly all the bad experiences i know of that uve had have
been with people where its expected u should make better choices..overall
when u do show emotion and do care you are the best person in the world and
that is final just learn how to care about and trust the right people...not
understanding u is weird but it makes u unique and fun...i have more to say
but i want to save it for another time..i created the pdizzle name
-AJG
Alan i love you more then words can describe. Your so hott.<3 PDizz.