i have a gf now...
SHYLO!!!
weeeeeee
its strange, i just me her the other night...
and today was our first official day of dating...
its strange to think how you never really talk to someone, then within hours you find out howmuch you have in commen...
its intents...
everyones been telling me "you dont know anything about her"
well thats true... but im willing to learn...
everyones been pissing me off latly "youve changed" bullshit
fuck that,
i hate that
just becuase i used to be a knight in shining armor... look where that got me
im sick of acting perfect
im sick of trying to please everyone
from now on, im doing things for myself... and for shylo :)
i dont care how many days i have left... 40 days, 13 hours, 26 minutes, 43 seconds...
but i know im not going to be held down for the rest of the time im here...
im not pulling any of this "lets get everyone to like me"
if you dont like what i am, what ive become, then get the fuck out of my way
becuase its who i am now, im sorry ive changed...
im sorry that im not the same...
but i like who i am now... i dont see a difference, besides the fact that im not a great guy anymore...
i now look at girls and go "damn" "wow" "hot", ohhhhh nooo god forbid
god forbid i act like a fucking kid,
for the past 4 years, ive been acting like a fucking adult, yea a little immature here and there... but for the most part, im a very mature individual...
i already know what i want in life, i know what i want to do, who i want to be, and what i want to accomplish...
im the most responsible person you will ever know in your entire life, and thats a fact...
but im sorry that after being an adult, and acting way to old for myage has grown old...
yes casey, when me and you were friends, i wouldnt touch you untill we were going out,
because that was the "polite" thing to do
i wouldnt even touch you when we were going out, unless you wanted me too
because that was the "respectful" thing to do
now all the sudden im a "man whore" and a "slut" because ive kissed girls i wasnt going out with... FUCK THAT!!!
im sorry, but that shit isnt right.
your suposted to be my best friend
your suposted to tell me everything
whens the last time we fucking sat down and talked?
whens the last time you acutally wanted to hang out with me, othe rthen you being really bored?
whens the last fucking time you called me? besides to get me to ask jin jin to get you a job?
i apologize that i called you for shylos address lastnight, i didnt see a big problem in that, OPPS MY BAD!
now when you see me, you ignore me, you dont say a word,
you act like im a horriable fucking guy
well im sorry.
NOW ON A HAPPIER NOTE!!!
Last night was fucking awesome
i lost 43$ of vanessa's money
casey hung up on me because i asked where shylo lived
but over all, it was fun
i had to help vanessa clean up her room
then we went to her band concert...
then we went to walmart to get shylos b-day gifts...
1. 1lb of banananananas (i dont know where it ends)
2. 1 pack of un blown balloons "Its a girl" writen on them
3. i partial blown up balloon that i found on the ground...
4. 1 dozen Green roses, and one orange rose smack dab in the middle...
the banananananananas because we were talking on the phone, and she was eating a bananananana... so i found that strange...
the pack of balloons because she was talking about how she didnt want to walk around with a bunch of blown up balloons... so i just gave them too her... :)
the balloon on the ground, because i guess it was strange
and the 1 dozen green roses, because they were unique... and the orange rose in the middle because shylo... isnt unique like a green rose, shes wierd like an orange rose in the middle of a bunch of unique green roses :)
then i asked her out :)
she said "ummm" then i stopped her thinking because i didnt want her to hurt herself...
and kissed her and said "ill take that as a yes"
then her dad started yelling... so me and vanessa about ran off, when she came back out and invited us inside :)
i met her dad and mom
it was cool
her dad hates me
i saw fire in his eyes...
it was bad...
then we had to go
so she walked us out and we said our good byes
and today i met up with herin the morning
we talked;
i walked her to class
i went to class
then she gave me a cookie...
one of her favorite types of cookies...
which happens to be my favorite type of cookie...
a chewy chips-ahoy...
it was indeed erotic
being feed this insane taste from a girl...
in the romance movies, its usually strawberries, or the head of a goat...
but this... was a chocolate chip cookie... it was intents...
then i went to class
and so on and so forth
it was fine i guess
now here i am, sitting in my room, and she just imed me, so im going to go and talk to her... cuz im a loser like that..
-jmfpb OUT
p.s.
♠ shylo!
weeeeeee
its strange, i just me her the other night...
and today was our first official day of dating...
its strange to think how you never really talk to someone, then within hours you find out howmuch you have in commen...
its intents...
everyones been telling me "you dont know anything about her"
well thats true... but im willing to learn...
everyones been pissing me off latly "youve changed" bullshit
fuck that,
i hate that
just becuase i used to be a knight in shining armor... look where that got me
im sick of acting perfect
im sick of trying to please everyone
from now on, im doing things for myself... and for shylo :)
i dont care how many days i have left... 40 days, 13 hours, 26 minutes, 43 seconds...
but i know im not going to be held down for the rest of the time im here...
im not pulling any of this "lets get everyone to like me"
if you dont like what i am, what ive become, then get the fuck out of my way
becuase its who i am now, im sorry ive changed...
im sorry that im not the same...
but i like who i am now... i dont see a difference, besides the fact that im not a great guy anymore...
i now look at girls and go "damn" "wow" "hot", ohhhhh nooo god forbid
god forbid i act like a fucking kid,
for the past 4 years, ive been acting like a fucking adult, yea a little immature here and there... but for the most part, im a very mature individual...
i already know what i want in life, i know what i want to do, who i want to be, and what i want to accomplish...
im the most responsible person you will ever know in your entire life, and thats a fact...
but im sorry that after being an adult, and acting way to old for myage has grown old...
yes casey, when me and you were friends, i wouldnt touch you untill we were going out,
because that was the "polite" thing to do
i wouldnt even touch you when we were going out, unless you wanted me too
because that was the "respectful" thing to do
now all the sudden im a "man whore" and a "slut" because ive kissed girls i wasnt going out with... FUCK THAT!!!
im sorry, but that shit isnt right.
your suposted to be my best friend
your suposted to tell me everything
whens the last time we fucking sat down and talked?
whens the last time you acutally wanted to hang out with me, othe rthen you being really bored?
whens the last fucking time you called me? besides to get me to ask jin jin to get you a job?
i apologize that i called you for shylos address lastnight, i didnt see a big problem in that, OPPS MY BAD!
now when you see me, you ignore me, you dont say a word,
you act like im a horriable fucking guy
well im sorry.
NOW ON A HAPPIER NOTE!!!
Last night was fucking awesome
i lost 43$ of vanessa's money
casey hung up on me because i asked where shylo lived
but over all, it was fun
i had to help vanessa clean up her room
then we went to her band concert...
then we went to walmart to get shylos b-day gifts...
1. 1lb of banananananas (i dont know where it ends)
2. 1 pack of un blown balloons "Its a girl" writen on them
3. i partial blown up balloon that i found on the ground...
4. 1 dozen Green roses, and one orange rose smack dab in the middle...
the banananananananas because we were talking on the phone, and she was eating a bananananana... so i found that strange...
the pack of balloons because she was talking about how she didnt want to walk around with a bunch of blown up balloons... so i just gave them too her... :)
the balloon on the ground, because i guess it was strange
and the 1 dozen green roses, because they were unique... and the orange rose in the middle because shylo... isnt unique like a green rose, shes wierd like an orange rose in the middle of a bunch of unique green roses :)
then i asked her out :)
she said "ummm" then i stopped her thinking because i didnt want her to hurt herself...
and kissed her and said "ill take that as a yes"
then her dad started yelling... so me and vanessa about ran off, when she came back out and invited us inside :)
i met her dad and mom
it was cool
her dad hates me
i saw fire in his eyes...
it was bad...
then we had to go
so she walked us out and we said our good byes
and today i met up with herin the morning
we talked;
i walked her to class
i went to class
then she gave me a cookie...
one of her favorite types of cookies...
which happens to be my favorite type of cookie...
a chewy chips-ahoy...
it was indeed erotic
being feed this insane taste from a girl...
in the romance movies, its usually strawberries, or the head of a goat...
but this... was a chocolate chip cookie... it was intents...
then i went to class
and so on and so forth
it was fine i guess
now here i am, sitting in my room, and she just imed me, so im going to go and talk to her... cuz im a loser like that..
-jmfpb OUT
p.s.
♠ shylo!