"Love me when I least deserve it, because thats when I need it most."
I wish i could say things were getting better, but they're not. I dont feel any better about any situation. I'm to the point where i'm overly stressed--and its because i make myself stressed. I truly cannot take the weight on my heart anymore. If you know theres something there...why not go for it?! Where could the harm in that be? I'm putting myself out there...take me or leave me...one or the other, dont leave me hanging though. I'm slowly getting more excited and less stressed about prom. I hope everything works out. Its just tough, and its been tough, and people dont understand or even care to understand. There are some people who i just want to make go away because i'm just that frustrated with them or annoyed or hurt by things they do or say. The people that i know could make it all better--with just a single word, or smile or hug or glance or call--aren't there. There are few people who know me well enough to just know one phrase, or one song or one WORD even that could change my mood and my attitude, and those people...i dont know where they've gone. and that is killing me right now. i need you. now. help :-/ i cant even think about it anymore...
another sleepless night.....
another sleepless night.....