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I'm getting pretty good at this updating daily thing. You should be very proud of me.
Today was a lot better then yesterday night. I got to fly out to LA late last night and think about some things on the way here. I think it really did me some good getting some alone time. I haven't had much alone time in a while. So it was really nice. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy the company of others. I just like being able to have some time alone to do the thinking and things I have to do.
When I arrived in LA it was great. I love LA. Its one of my favorite places I have ever been and it will always be that way. Hopefully I will be able to go to college here. That's always been a dream of mine ever since I was a little boy. I got to talk a walk on the beach last night all alone. I thought about the whole Lesley thing and she had called my cell last night but considering that I didn't really want to talk to anyone.. I just ignored the phone call.
I went to bed pretty easy last night. That was suprising since I had so much on my mind. When I woke up I was all good again. I was happy that I'd be back on set with the cast who are like my second family. Of course as soon as I walked on set they gave me my coffee and called me Double Shot. Have to say, I definately missed that. Zac was sick today so we all sorta picked on him for that. It was rather amusing.
Then today I got a suprise from Lesley. She perswaded her mom into letting her come see me to work things out. And yes, you guessed right.. everything is all good with us again. I guess I have to ask her first next time when I hear something instead of believing it and asuming the worst.
I'll leave you with some new pictures. Don't drool too much.
-Jesse-
Today was a lot better then yesterday night. I got to fly out to LA late last night and think about some things on the way here. I think it really did me some good getting some alone time. I haven't had much alone time in a while. So it was really nice. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy the company of others. I just like being able to have some time alone to do the thinking and things I have to do.
When I arrived in LA it was great. I love LA. Its one of my favorite places I have ever been and it will always be that way. Hopefully I will be able to go to college here. That's always been a dream of mine ever since I was a little boy. I got to talk a walk on the beach last night all alone. I thought about the whole Lesley thing and she had called my cell last night but considering that I didn't really want to talk to anyone.. I just ignored the phone call.
I went to bed pretty easy last night. That was suprising since I had so much on my mind. When I woke up I was all good again. I was happy that I'd be back on set with the cast who are like my second family. Of course as soon as I walked on set they gave me my coffee and called me Double Shot. Have to say, I definately missed that. Zac was sick today so we all sorta picked on him for that. It was rather amusing.
Then today I got a suprise from Lesley. She perswaded her mom into letting her come see me to work things out. And yes, you guessed right.. everything is all good with us again. I guess I have to ask her first next time when I hear something instead of believing it and asuming the worst.
I'll leave you with some new pictures. Don't drool too much.
-Jesse-