May 27, 2003 22:23
" Joe.. I've seen you at your highs and lows and in betweens.. I dont like seeing you at your lows.. I like my little brother whos always cracking jokes and playing his bass like theres no tomorrow.. But i can see something in your eyes.. My brothers not in there.. Im sorry for whatever happend to you because im not gonna force you to tell me.. But Just remember.. if theres anyone you can trust its always gonna be me and Sam.. Im truely sorry for what happend and you don't deserve it at all.. "
My brother Pete said that to me last night.. after he talked to david and he was like david told me to talk to you and i just kinda went blank.. and he gave me that nice little brotherly love thing.. I didn't know what to say after it.. I just gave him a hugged and thank'd him..
He is right I don't deserve all the pain and suffering.. Im looking past this now and i'll learn to live with it.. and hopefully ill be able to deal with things better..