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Always. This always happens. I find a guy I really like and turns out, I'm not good enough for him. Things were going well, we had even decided to say that we were dating and then 48 hours later, we don't have enough of the same interests to warrant anything beyond casual aquaintence. Fuck. Fuck it all at this point. I'm so fucking sick of being lonely and taking risks and realizing that it always ends up the same...badly. I always end up hurt because I let myself trust people and I let myself like people that I know are too good for me anyway. It's all a bunch of bullshit. I hate this and I hate myself for letting it get to this point. Fuck.