*deep sigh*
ok, so i'm gonna use this space to complain so dont' feel obligated to read ne further...
i am sooooo sick of being lonely!!! i am constantly surrounded by ppl, but always alone...how does that work...i want a boy that isn't an asshole...one that likes me, and only me...one that will hold my hand, and take me places...and hang out with me...i'm sick of being fucking used for their own goddamn pleasure ( ok ok it's sometimes my pleasure too)but still, i can't help but want more than that from a guy...i need more than a physical relationship, more than sex...is that so much to ask for?? i mean, i dont expect nething from a guy that i dont plan on doin for them in return ya know?? i really dont know what is wrong with me but its gettin old and it needs to be fixed...
i am sooooo sick of being lonely!!! i am constantly surrounded by ppl, but always alone...how does that work...i want a boy that isn't an asshole...one that likes me, and only me...one that will hold my hand, and take me places...and hang out with me...i'm sick of being fucking used for their own goddamn pleasure ( ok ok it's sometimes my pleasure too)but still, i can't help but want more than that from a guy...i need more than a physical relationship, more than sex...is that so much to ask for?? i mean, i dont expect nething from a guy that i dont plan on doin for them in return ya know?? i really dont know what is wrong with me but its gettin old and it needs to be fixed...