longing for the past
I have so many feelings right now that I have to keep writing I just want a hug again a kiss again and I can't bear this. Like it's so weird I am normally on a more personel level with him I tell him everything but right now I don't think he even wants me to talk to him when I try I get short answers and he kind of gives me an attitude. But what can I do not much I just feel so angry the only thing I want right about now is emile and I feel pathetic because he does not feel the same way I can't treat him like we have never had a passed together I don't know how and I love him too much but thats just a thought for right now I will prolly have some more on the way.