Life is never gonna go my way
My goodness why should I bother trying I hate this. I spend all week worrying about his needs worrying if he is ok just simply kiss his ass and I say one thing and all of the happiness I was having has to turn into downess. I am quite sick of this all it does is make me ask myself why do I put up with so much just to get hurt a few days later my goodness nothing just stays good in a second its possible to just get mad. It's not that serious what I said and how can you say your not mad and still hold something against somebody my goodness. I can't just have one happy day not one because I am not worthy of getting that I guess this is what I deserve so I guess I just deal with it but whatever. He couldn't just laugh it off instead I always have to have a reason and explain myself I hate that he knows what I am talking about and yet he acts like he doesn't know but whatever I am gonna go my day just took a valley thank you very much