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i'm in michigan.
i was pretty sad today. so then i bought new boots but kaity really bought them for me and i'm going to pay her back tomorrow with christmas cash. which is also pretty sad i guess.
and i get so cold. and i listened to this years model really loud on the way home because i forgot about how good it was.
things are different this year. not better, not good. just different.
i have long hair. i have new boots. i quit drinking diet pepsi most of the time unless i'm really hungover. i paint my nails sometimes, i don't bite my nails anymore. i have different favorite songs, i lost weight so i get to wear smaller dresses and jeans, i have pet rats. i got a new tattoo this year, i lived in a new place, i love new and old people. i don't have a job, i take different photos. i quit smoking and then started again, i like bourbon, i drink more coffee than i ever have in my life.
but it's so cold i could die.
i don't really remember last christmas that well. i'm sure things were about the same, i usually get more sad around christmas time. but things were starting out then and are ending now.
merry christmas everybody, i hope your year was beautiful and great and good. and i hope you're happy, or you will be soon.
i was pretty sad today. so then i bought new boots but kaity really bought them for me and i'm going to pay her back tomorrow with christmas cash. which is also pretty sad i guess.
and i get so cold. and i listened to this years model really loud on the way home because i forgot about how good it was.
things are different this year. not better, not good. just different.
i have long hair. i have new boots. i quit drinking diet pepsi most of the time unless i'm really hungover. i paint my nails sometimes, i don't bite my nails anymore. i have different favorite songs, i lost weight so i get to wear smaller dresses and jeans, i have pet rats. i got a new tattoo this year, i lived in a new place, i love new and old people. i don't have a job, i take different photos. i quit smoking and then started again, i like bourbon, i drink more coffee than i ever have in my life.
but it's so cold i could die.
i don't really remember last christmas that well. i'm sure things were about the same, i usually get more sad around christmas time. but things were starting out then and are ending now.
merry christmas everybody, i hope your year was beautiful and great and good. and i hope you're happy, or you will be soon.