(no subject)
I've never been so disappointed in myself. Im so upset. I went to the 7:30 kickboxing class like I do every Tuesday and Thursday. Usually there aren't many people there, and tonight I happened to be the only one there. Tiffany always works me especially hard because she knows what I am capable of. Tonight I sucked. I looked like I hadn't ever worked out in my entire life. I just gave up. I think I got fairly frustrated as I sometimes do over little things, like I wasn't stepping into my cross. But I got tired and I just gave up. I dont want to be a quitter. Of course I did the whole hour but I sucked at it. I just broke down in tears at the end and me and Tiffany talked for awhile. I feel like I wasted an hour of her time. Tomorrow I start my personal training with Terri for boxing, which is much much much different from personal training with Tiffani. But Im starting to doubt myself. I dont know, Im just pissed at myself right now.