Oct 01, 2004 23:29
I have so much to say.
The game was awesome. me and manda and tess and turchi partied in the amigo. and everyone was at the game. we got our asses kicked though.
Another dramatic night. She hurt me really bad. WHy did she have to lie like that. Why am I so upset? Thank goodness for all of my other friends who are always there for me.
A good friend called me to see how I was tonight adn we were talking and she told me that Im always sad when she sees me. I dont want to be known that way. Am I that way? Am I never happy? I thought I was.. I thought everything was finally okay. Im so damn sensitive. Ive stayed happy because Ive stayed busy. I havent even felt the need to take my medicine. I dont know. Tonight I just broke downa nd cried the whole way home. I hate that.