Just dont know what to do??
I feel like i have been abandoned by all my friends i mean im always hanging out by myself watching movies or with Kate and her bf or friends pretty much all summer not that thats a bad thing but i would like friends of my own that would call me or at least try to make conversation with me while on Msn i mean some say hi and say whats up and i try to keep the comversation going but it always seems to go no where and i know calling ppl isnt my strong suit which is my fault and im not saying that all this is my friends fault i know that i could make maybe a better effort to call ppl or something but i did try to arrange a day up at my cottage but no one ever emailed me back so i dunno i guess i could try to arrange a day trip up to the cottage again and hopefully ppl will write me back. I know that after this post i am probably going to get meesages from the few friends that actually read this saying that it isnt just thier fault that it is my fault for not calling them and such and i am aware of that fact that i should maybe make more of an effort but I also cant be the only one try to make an effort to keep the friendships that i have alive I mean ive given my house up more than enough time for parties and stuff and i try to keep in contact with everyone but i guess i can only do so much.....
Anyway on a happier note I am watching my new Great Big Sea DVD for like the 3rd time this week cause i love it and Alan Doyle is my hero. They are all just such down to earth ppl and they are kind of ppl that you would want to like hang out in a pub with and have a beer like everyone is their long time friends lol
So im a big nerd....not to worry i am aware :D Alan Doyle is my ideal husband a sweet down to earth guy with a sense of humour and can play guitar(always a turn on for me ;) and hes got a sort of cutness to him you all know it is true :D and pictures from the concert that i went to and Greg's party are still on thier way ive just been to lazy to do anything about it....
So i am going to go to bed now because im sad and just want to cry myself to sleep so i will listen to one more song of GBS and then off to bed I hope none of my friends are mad at me for this post...I love everyone just one of my moods but everything i said is still in my heart and how i feel...
*Nighty Night*
"Great Big Sea is not a band you just go and see, or a cd you just listen to. Great Big Sea is something you have to do." - Alan Doyle (MY HERO :P)
Anyway on a happier note I am watching my new Great Big Sea DVD for like the 3rd time this week cause i love it and Alan Doyle is my hero. They are all just such down to earth ppl and they are kind of ppl that you would want to like hang out in a pub with and have a beer like everyone is their long time friends lol
So im a big nerd....not to worry i am aware :D Alan Doyle is my ideal husband a sweet down to earth guy with a sense of humour and can play guitar(always a turn on for me ;) and hes got a sort of cutness to him you all know it is true :D and pictures from the concert that i went to and Greg's party are still on thier way ive just been to lazy to do anything about it....
So i am going to go to bed now because im sad and just want to cry myself to sleep so i will listen to one more song of GBS and then off to bed I hope none of my friends are mad at me for this post...I love everyone just one of my moods but everything i said is still in my heart and how i feel...
*Nighty Night*
"Great Big Sea is not a band you just go and see, or a cd you just listen to. Great Big Sea is something you have to do." - Alan Doyle (MY HERO :P)