Aug 23, 2003 08:02
With the help of some of Josh's friends, most of my things are now at his and Chelle's place. From the moment they arrived at my apartment, right until the moment Chelle and Josh walked in at their place (or should I say ours now?), I was plotting ways to murder Michelle. As much as I appreciate six guys acting as my slaves for the day, some warning would've been nice. They were all great guys though, not to mention hot. haha The group of us ended up taking Michelle and Josh out Sunday night, to welcome them back home. The guys really just took it as a chance to get drunk, while Michelle and I just sat around gossiping like two school girls.
Over the next couple of weeks I'm going to be heading out to start shopping for another record deal. I've given it lots of thought since I turned Elektra down and have decided I need a small, strong label that will let me have creative freedom to do my own thing. Hopefully I'll have some luck. Then, I hope to start recording a new album. After touring with Michelle, I'm itching to get things back on track with my own career. I have so much I want to do.
I've also given a lot of thought to personal matters lately. After a lot of crying, screaming, cursing, and feeling sorry for myself, I've started looking at things a little more clearly. I realized I need to put everything behind me and move forward. And I realized just what it was I had to do to be able to move forward. I actually feel confident about it too. I just hope I stay that way until the 28th.
With all that said, I'm going to go watch Saturday morning cartoons.